not giving up is really hard.... maybe harder then pua... but this whole pua thing isnt workng as well as id like it too .... ic ant do it , i juts cant fucking do it .....i cant get the girl i want ... hell, i dont even think i can get the girl i dont want..... when i was in grade 10 i realy liekd this girl ... but then she kept teasing me playing wiht my head, for over a year... she fucked me up, cuz before that i asnt afraid to talk to any girl , i want afraid to be my slef..... now , im quite to self concious .... fuck .... ic ant change the past ( obvously) .... so how do i get my old self back .....fuck

hmmm quicksearch one-itis

thats what this sounds like...

grab some buds and just go out... learn to be happy with yourself first.. and then you will be happy doing PUA.

or just go out and approach... get blown out dont get blown out.. who cares.

JMT,
Lucky

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150 people are killed every year by Falling Coconuts.... 10 by Shark Attack.

I couldn't find any stats on death from approaching a woman.

yea i know it WAS one -itis.... but that was over 2 years ago and its still affecting me .. and worst of all, my game... because i can remember before that i was fine... i ahd no prblem tlaking to any girl.... and a lot of girls liked.... i mean ive changed for the better also .... but getting that ability to be myslef , not care what people though...the attitude i had before HER...would be great too ....just yesterdya iwa s playing pool and a bunch of girls were there with thier hockey team ( the were about 7-8/ 10...in general) and they were bieng loud and abnoxious, just like i like em ..lol .... and ofcourse we started talking and it was fine.... but i always find myslef dumbfounded and unable ot thinkof the right thing to say ... its not that im too nervous .... cuz clearly im not an official pua..... theres some kind of mental block holding me back

Yo!

I know just where you are coming from! I am in the same position.

I went out last night and posted my field report and my crash and burn. at the time i felt it was SO, important and now it just seems like an insignificant memory. I don't give a shit and think i will continue and keep having a go.
I have a LONG way to go. I have more inner game shit to resolve than I think I can handle but I am highly motivated so I expect that that will help me to work it out and kick ass.

I don't think that you want to think about trying to get your old self back because you are the same now as you were. maybe you have had some set backs but you are still the same you as ever you just gotta know that you can kick butt now too.

Fuck it. Take the bull by the horns and go for it, give it a few weeks and I am sure that we will be both laughing about this in just a few weeks.