| Hi, after “The Game” and a couple of other books on beautiful art of PUA I thought I’d give the internet side of it a try PUA, in fact, I’m trying regain my “Game” I am an AFC for sure, but it wasn’t always this way. I’m 21 and have been in a relationship with a girl for the past 4 ½ years. She broke my heart when she broke up with me early last October; she was everything in the world to me. I couldn’t get her off my mind, and working on wind turbines, there were multiple times were I had serious thoughts of taking a step off. Also I’m a traveling wind turbine tech. and was 600 miles away from my friends and family, and living in a hotel for months on end. I was in a serious depression, where I didn’t want to do anything; work became the most heartbreaking thing ever. That was until I picked up “The Game” and “How to Succeed with Women” it brought a new light to my life, it made me remember that there were other woman out there, and that I’m a great guy and she lost out on me. We are still “trying” to be friends; well she wants to be friends, but I’m still in love with her. When we hang out though we still kiss we sleep in the same bed, we have only had sex twice since we broke up, but we still have fun kissing and touching in erotic areas. I don’t know if I feel like I’m just her “cuddle buddy” or what, I feel the oneitits bad, I pretty much don’t call her unless she contacts me first. We had made plans to hang out today, last Saturday. We talked last night and she said that she was sad and was just sitting in her room alone feeling really antisocial (her roommate/best friend moved to a different country on Monday, and will be gone for a year) but she kept saying that she should move back to her parents house, because she didn’t like being alone. She said she’d let me know sometime today if she wanted to hang out. Then today at 6:00 pm she txted me saying sorry she didn’t call she fell asleep but still feeling antisocial. Not gonna lie I was sorta always looking at my cell phone. That just made me so damn mad and it makes me even madder that I care and am still hung up on her! I know she hasn’t done anything with any other guys (doesn’t matter what you think I know for a fact) and she is always asking me if I have been with other girls, which I have but I tell her no, they didn’t mean anything, and I don’t care if she says she “doesn’t care” I know she would even if she didn’t act like it. I know if she did I could never get back together with her. I would like to get back together with her also I think, I’ve been trying to go through things in my head but I need some help, hopefully you guys can give me some good advice. Anyway one thing we fought about a lot was Sex, I wanted it she didn’t. It’s not just because I didn’t get her horny either, I looked into that and read lots of books on the subject and every woman I’ve been with other then her have had orgasms, and love what I can do with my fingers and mouth, and dick. So now I’m in the dilemma she is the only girl I have ever been in love with (not that I ever really want to love again if that’s what it feels like when it ends) She is very smart, funny, motivated, kind, she is very beautiful also, and just got fake boobs a couple of months before we broke up .
Alright, now before we were together, I was young, arrogant, way uglier than I am now (I kind of had the ugly duckling thing happen to me) but somehow to the astonishment to my friends, I was able to hang out with and do stuff with multiple good looking woman. I’m telling you I was portly had a little acne problem had a high voice till like junior year in high school. Reading those books about different PUA techniques, made me happier, I remembered the way I acted around those girls. The tech I feel I used most was the cocky funny method along with some others. I long for the feeling of not caring if you don’t get a txt or call from some girl or blown off. Only now I have no game I keep trying to get confidence to approach but, I just can’t seem to get the balls anymore, I’m trying the Hi thing a smiling more. Usually the only time I can approach is when I’ve had some confidence juice or coke in me (that’s another thead though about PUA’s and drinking/drugs). I’m getting a 4500$ tax return and have thought of going to a workshop, but I don’t know.
If you were able to read all that, whether you commitment or not thanks, if you do comment and its not a flame than thank you very much. Look forward to every ones advice!!
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