I'm from Seattle WA I'm 22 years old, and Ive never had a girlfriend; and am still a virgin. I just feel like my frustration is never going to end. I feel like I'm always going to feel alone and always feel sad. When I wake up everyday after I take my shower and i drink my cup of coffee the first thought that comes into my mind is what have I done to deserve this. I have wanted a girlfriend since way back when. I was the school outcast nobody liked me people made fun of me and they all used to say; and so many of them would say this "You'll never get a girlfriend". I wished that they were wrong i hate it so much when the people you hate are right. But they were right and I wanted them so badly to be wrong. My high school years were lonely and now I'm an adult and I still live with my parents and I am a Cart Guy at Target. About a year ago a so called friend came to my aid when I told him my pain and sorrow. Him and his friends said they would help me get laid and wanting to loose my V card so badly i said yes. He introduced me to his friends and let me tell you they were all complete ass holes. Every time they opend there mouths they would spot out rude snobby comments and it felt like middle school and high school all over again. Twice they said they were going to introduce me to a girl however, did not and just made fun of me instead. Then one night they did introduce me to a girl and she was total bitch and also made rude remarks and rude comments, and after that our friendship was over and; I never saw or talked to him or his friends again! After that I did not know what to do I felt so lost. Until one night my brother brought home A copy of La Ruina Natural Art of Seduction and once I read it opend up A whole world to me. Here the errors of my ways were foreseen in print. Mistakes such as going to party's just to get laid when I should have just gone to have fun, and keeping the girls personal space in mind and so fourth. Also I caught The second of The Pickup artist, and also got a copy of The Mystery Method. I also watched season one of The Pickup Artist online and took notes. Lately Ive watching Mysterys class room sessions on YouTube and have been taking notes on them as well. The art of pickup has opend up a whole new world for me and also spells hope. I was not sure of a lot of it at first until watching both seasons of The Pickup artist and seeing my brother do this in the field. Some say the reason is I'm trying too hard or I want a girl too much. The problem is I can't just wake up take my shower drink my coffee and just decide I don't want a girlfriend. I can't do that not at all, its programed into my Brian i can't get rid of it. I'm no longer looking into to getting laid which was my original purpose alongside getting a girlfriend but to find that one who will always be there for me, and go out of her way for me; and just be my companion. I'm 23 in April and i can't go on like this.

why are u a whiny baby?u found pick up didnt u, master it, what a long whiny rant, cant believe i was bored enough to read