I'm not a playa. I mean mentally i want to be but i get major anxiety trying juggle woman plus i don't want to lead them on. I have like major commitment issues also. All these chicks are perfectly attractive and date-able but i don't want to settle until i get a girl that everyone says DAYUM just looking at.

So basically i only hang out with these chicks when im drinking since then they know there is no strings attached. If i hang out with them sober i feel like im leading them on and feel bad about it. Now they are starting to call me out on the fact i only drunk text em. A true playa can manage that shit plus schedule around them sober. It stresses me out so bad trying to manage all these chicks on different days and have to change my myspace comments to approve. I'm just so picky being in a relationship with one of these perfectly attractive girls would be fine but i don't wanna settle. Maybe if i take anxiety pills i can manage this.

P.S. the i just realized every relationship i've ever been in was hooking up first then i developed feelings and didn't want them to be with anyone else so started dating them. I don't think i've ever actually started a relationship wanting it because of commitment issues. Uhh i'll stop whining now.

life could be worse huh?

Yeah i sound like a douche complaining about this but im starting to get major anxiety about it. Like bad anxiety. So i either need to get over commitment issues and go for one girl or find some anxiety medication. Cause currently alcohol is my anxiety medication and it's messing up my body. Atleast im not addicted to it.

you don't need medication, you just need to realize most of these women won't feel lead on they will just be hanging out with a guy they think is cool. Or you could just do what I am doing and have a spring clean and delete all their numbers and start from scratch with different women. Although that would probably be a bad idea in your situation.
You could LJBF some of them.

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