| I got this letter today from Stephane on his Ideagasms mailing list.
I'm shocked. I am in shock. I am wide awake now, and feeling bad, good, confused, and more all at once. And I don't know what to do other than to pass this on to as many men as I can, and honor Steph's request.
No matter what you believe, or what you think, please take 5 minutes out of your day to read this story and feel what he says.
Thank you,
Sean
Sean,
This may come as a shock, but my companion Greta's father
has just committed suicide. We were in Poland recently, visiting
her family (and basically giving Greta her chance to say goodbye),
and her parents were pretty closed-off to us. They insisted that
I was evil, and sought to convince Greta that this is "truth".
You see, when Greta left Poland last year to join us in our Circle
relationship, it wasn't exactly "accepted". Quite the contrary.
Her friends and family did everything they could think of to
discourage her. The reasons Greta decided to come join us in
the Circle lifestyle were simply not understood, and insults
were hurled, such as "wh0re" and "he's just a cult leader" and
"you're stupid" and so on.
Greta and I recently decided to leave the Circle lifestyle behind,
since we feel we've learned all that we can from that kind of
relationship dynamic. But, Greta's mother was already "so hurt"
and saying things like "how could you do this to me?" and other
typical "poor me" patterns of victim mentality.
We recently went to Poland, to see what could be done, but when
we met the parents for dinner, it was very obvious that they both
fell way below "the integrity line." (When people fall below the
integrity line, there is not much that can be done, since almost
all of their thoughts, beliefs, and behaviors are actually based
on lies, or falsehood. And "one lie begets another"... you get the
idea. Perhaps nothing can be done for 85% of the humans walking the
earth today, other than prayer. They must be willing to let go of
pride (arrogance) and assume a position of radical humility in order
to "cross over" to "heaven" [truth].)
After that dinner, Greta's mother "warned" us that she was about to
tell the father about our Circle. (Since she falls below integrity, she
had actually been hiding this fact from him all this time. If you can
imagine living with your own husband and witholding the truth to
such an extent, of course, "to protect him" nonetheless.)
Anyway, she told him.
And, he did not react well. He went right into a state of deep shame,
which is the lowest state of human consciousness known to man. You
can't go any lower than shame.
Shame is a type of emotion where one feels they no longer wish to exist,
no longer wish to live and breathe (assuming the shame gets too intense).
They begin to feel like a "non-person".
They've "lost face", so to speak.
On Halloween, 2008, (Halloween is called "day of the dead" in Poland),
just as I was sending out my latest newsletter, Greta's father,
a man named Jerzy Filipiuk chose to hang himself, in, of all places,
Greta's childhood bedroom.
This seems to be an act of deep hatred.
Hatred of self, hatred of God, hatred of his wife, and hatred of his daughters,
perhaps.
The funeral itself seems to have been pre-planned, as it is on Greta's sisters'
birthday, if you can imagine.
So, he chose Greta's room to hang himself in, the sisters' birthday for the funeral,
and his body was found by the mother (and her sister). This was his karmic
Destiny and Fate.
There was no suicide note.
So this is what happened, and now Greta and I are praying for his soul:
(Note that Greta played with the image and lightened it up a bit. Love
and Joy overcome shame, truth overcomes lies, and light overcomes
"darkness." We're both laughing hysterically as we post this particular
image.)
It has been said that those who commit suicide go to "hell".
What that literally means is that those who commit suicide are rejecting God
so viscously, they are rejecting life itself so much that when they leave the
body, they actually end up IN HELL.
So what is "hell"?
It represents FALSEHOOD. It is a consciousness level that is so low, one
can barely even imagine the amount of pure-suffering that is enveloping him
as I type these words.
Now, hold on before we all get depressed
...I can't help but suspect this guy had a sense of humor, even as he hung
himself. I've met him in person, and found him to have a type of "rebellious
child" energy in him, some kind of "deviousness" that I couldn't help but
to LIKE about him.
He loved animals, and was a fisherman since... forever. He had this cat... and
the cat... she died a few days before his suicide. We suspect this had something
to do with it. She was crushed under a random car. This cat seemed to be his
only true friend, Greta once told me.
Now let's talk about suicide and hell. I've spent some time studying religion
and spirituality.
Jesus was said to have died for our sins.
Sin means, "mistake."
As a child I wondered, "What does that actually MEAN? He died for our
mistakes? What good did that actually do for us? Everyone I see is still
making these mistakes, including ME!"
Well, I've come to understand, in my own limited way, that Jesus made
the ultimate sacrifice; and as He died, He said, "Forgive them, Father,
for they know not what they do."
He also reportedly said, "My Father, thou hast not forsaken me. From this
I have been spared."
(In some bibles, He supposedly said, "Father, why hast thou forsaken me?"
BUT... Why would an Enlightened man choose to feel separate from God?
Perhaps the incongruence of that quotation is indicated by the fact
that a fully Enlightened Master who is united with God would unlikely feel
deserted by the very Source of that Realization within.)
Now, when an Enlightened man gives Himself over to mankind in this way,
AND asks for forgiveness on our behalf, this literally "wipes out" ALL of what
some have termed "evil" (falsehood).
Apparently, because of this ONE ACT, literally all of the souls on earth are
*guaranteed* to eventually get out of "hell" (low consciousness).
So, what we're witnessing now can be said to be the mere "cleaning up"
of what Jesus started over 2000 years ago.
Literally, NO SOULS need to be "saved" anymore, it is already DONE.
With that in mind, I'm still sending you this email and asking for your prayers.
Why?
Because love cancels out lies and falsehood and "evil" and sin and mistakes.
ONE loving, forgiving, kind, understanding, compassionate thought actually
CANCELS OUT several thousand "lies" or "false" thoughts. Love is THAT
effective.
And as long as we're choosing love, why not help Greta's father get out of hell
a little bit QUICKER? Why not help Jesus and Buddha and Krishna (and all
of the Enlightened Masters) finish what they started?
Specifically, I ask that you say the following prayer:
"Dear Lord God, I ask that you use my Heart to send Jerzy Filifiuk my love,
Your love, and Divine Grace to allow him to use this energy to ascend from
hell and come back Home to You. Please forgive him. Thy Will Be Done."
(Thank you.)
SHAME...
It's the emotion that leads to suicide, and it's actually an intellectually
arrogant positionality. With shame, one is declaring, "I know more about
my own worth than God does!"
It's a form of "playing God", and as such, it is a sin (mistake).
We ALL experience shame from time to time, so perhaps Greta's father has
been "sent" to us all to bring awareness to this mistake we've been committing.
Thy Will Be Done.
Stephane and Greta Hemon.
ideaGasms
PS - Yeah, we got married, not because we "believe" in marriage itself, but
because it's a nice way to "keep" a polish woman in Canada, AND it's
something that affords us a few "wordly" benefits. It's also our way of declaring
to the world that we are now untouchable, ha!
PPS - We're praying that Greta's mother hits "rock bottom" and will be willing
to let go of her limiting beliefs about me, fly to Montreal, and come have a
conversation with us about getting out of hell. We know a thing or two about hell,
and we also know a thing or two about getting "out", lol. _________________ ===
Sean Messenger
http://LVo3.com
"War is not the answer. Love is."
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CHAT
