| So for an intro, I am a 24 year old college student.
I am a bit of a romantic (ie a Think-to-much AFC). From 17-21 I was a pretty active dater, I have had three great relationships, and dated 20+ women. So being social and dirceting conversation is not a problem for me.
So why am I here?
After my second relationship, I was completely crushed. The bitch completely broke me. But she did it subtley and over two years. She completely molded me from a strong man into a subserviant, doubtfull, self-concious, AFL (Average Fucking Loser).
My big flaw in dating is pushing intimacy, I was molested/raped as a child by a female babysitter when I was three; it lasted for two years. My dad was abusive, and my mom worked her ass off for most of my childhood, so she wasn't really around. And my father cheated on my mother at the same time I was molested. Needless to say I have a lot of emotional scars.
I have a problem of getting into the "friend zone" with almost all of the women I meet. I simlpy do not recognize when to push kino, and when to go for a kiss.
I've read "The Game", but I am hungry for information on natural game / midwest game (Juggler), and the inner game development / sexual demi-god skills (Steve Piccus).
My sole reason for joining to PUA community is to find an intelligant, beautiful, loyal, and independant woman, while regaining and improving myself to the person I was before the "bitch". If I happen to smash through 15-20 broads to get there then so be it.
If anyone can give me some pointers, on where to look for this info or on how to get over my issues let me know.
Howdy Guys; Malboro is here.
- Malboro
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