i guess introducing myself as myself somewhat defeats the purpose of my hopes, dreams, and desires of being a PUA. so i will explain a little about what i want to accomplish.

first off. im fucking sick of not being able to muster up the courage, or any courage for that matter, to talk to any woman i desire. i mean. of course i want nothing more than the ability to make any woman desire me. but my complete and utter lack of confidence permits me from doing so. so i want to change that.

secondly. just as style said in the game, becoming a pua means not just being able to get any woman you desire, but to basically make yourself desirable to all. i cant remember exactly what he said, its the forth of july and im a little drunk. i want. no, fuck that, i need to change. i am tired of being alone when i dont want to be alone. i dont think thats selfish or anything. do you?

becoming a pua means more to me than getting laid. of course i want to have sex, especially since its been quite some time. but i want more than that. i want to be not just able to talk to all woman. but everyone. from the rich to the poor. from a woman on the streets to being able to talk to important woman in my life. from the young to the old. i think what i truly desire is to basically become a human ambassador to my fellow man and show them all the joy and happiness i can bring them. that is all