wish i could of put this in the right section but i cant yet seeing as how im still a newbie and its still showing. sorry for the long post but i felt you guys needed to hear a sort of background to see my situation. just reached a sticking point. i really want to turn this into a sucessful story so letme give you full story.
anyways, this last month i have been talkin to more girls then normal (on the street or just random) so i can build a comfort with them and be more confident in my overall image. fixed my posture and have a new frame basically. ive been getting more notices (the new mohawk kinda helps) but overall things are looking up.
last monday i went to class and i was dressed pretty nice dress shirt tie and white hat with jeans, just for a change. i noticed a hb7 or 8 if you like punk rock; who wears dark clothes, alot of dark eyeshadow and lip rings, and tattoo minus the black nails, kind of girls. lets just call her a hb7. well the class gets a 10 minute break and i go outside to have an excuse to come back and sit next to her. i had all the intentions of gaming her. so i came back and said whatsup to her. so she then goes and asks me if she could borrow my notes for class. wow she opened for me (must have been the clothes), the hard part was done, so i took that as a sign and swooped in. i said i needed the notes back asap, so maybe we can go to the library and just make copies from here on ill just write out the convo we had the whole time.
hb7: sounds like a good idea...do you have any change?
me: you want my notes and my change too!?
hb7: hehe, well i have a dollar
me: hm...alright we'll just go to the store and you can buy me something to get change
hb7: mmkay
(after class)
me: so...two lip rings? one wasn't enough huh?
hb7: well everyone has 1 so its different, i like different.
me: i think you're just into the pain
hb7::shock: noo...not that
me: so what do you like to do, you like to dance or go clubbin?
hb7: no...i dont really like crowds so i dont club or parties
me: oh, then what do you do for fun?
hb7: i love to sleep. i sleep all the time. like 12 hours a day.
me: oh...thats pretty weird
then we talk about our jobs and more playful back and forth convos
(after making copies in library)
me: ok so you can walk me to my car
hb7: well depends on where it is
me: its over there (point)
hb7: ohh...over there (point) <- she did this sarcastically.
me: haha yeah
hb7: good thats where i parked too.
(tried to build some rapport, maybe too soon and not enough attraction)
(by now we past my car)
me: so wheres your car?
hb7: a little bit more down
me: oh well my cars back there, ill let you go here since its halfway, it was nice to meet you hb7
hb7: yeah, see you wednesday =]
(she then gives me a one arm weak hug, i didnt kino so thats prob why it was weak)
basically i tried to be in charge and always took control in the conversations making sure my alpha frame was on lock.
she left right after the test on wednesday so i was bummed and forgot about it. sunday came and i went on myspace and whatayaknow she messages me on friday night, so i have that too busy with life to check myspace deal goin on which is good for me. i msged her back sunday and she hopped by on myspace and messaged me one more time. heres how the convo went.
HB7
ahoy new budddyyy.
i dont know if you remember me but im from your history class.
you know the one who schemes for your notes. i just got bored and remembered your unique girly name and you were pretty easy to find. so now i can myspace you for notes! hooray. okay. im getting too bored. adioss.
ME
yeah, you're the shorty with the weird dreams right? haha
i have an idea. how about instead of planning and scheming on ways to talk to me, you can just come to class like your supposed to and we'll have good times making fun of the teacher. we both know my notes are horrible anyways.
HB7
haha. you got me. i just think youre so cool and everything that i cant help scheming up ways to have a conversation with you! but yeah, i'll come to class more often now.. i think.
i didnt reply. now is the problem i have.
Thank you if you're still with me.
today i go to school with thoughts about gaming her. i walked into class and there is a guy next to her and they seem to be doin something on a piece of paper. maybe hangman or tic tac toe or something. they seem like they're having fun so i just walk right past her. me and my homeboy just go find a seat and i act like i didnt even notice her. so did i do the right thing, or should i have gone over there and said something. maybe even disarm the obsticle? obviously its too late now i just want to know if that was my best choice, just ignoring them. they went home together too. (she drove) how do i get past this obsticle or possible bf? i mean...she seems interested right? going out of her way to find me on myspace.
whats my next step now?
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