A VERY long story shortened down.

I've known this girl for a long time and she knows everything about me, I know everything about her. Which definately works against me, as a more experienced PUA has already told me.

I've discussed almost all of my knowledge about PU with this girl as well. However, I pushed one of my friends to practice game on her and he isn't even attracted to her in an attempt to get over my emotions for her (bad idea obviously. I didn't get jealous, but the feelings still messed up my game).

Very recently, I steamrolled her with my emotions telling her the most recent fact and that I actually was the one who liked her, how I felt that she has shrugged me off over the years, and that I will not continue with these feelings because they're only holding me back (VERY AFC of me, but this is the last hurdle to get on with my long-wanted PUA lifestyle).

I made her confused about the whole situation, she feels used, and the reason she lost interest in me because she thought that I only wanted 9 and 10 girls and she feels that I am of higher value than she is.

I will be meeting with her in a day or two, which I told her to. And that we shouldn't talk until that meeting in person.

Whenever I started this journey I knew that I'd lose a lot of friends becuase I'd be completely tweaking how I display my personality with confidence and finaly be able to live life rather than just observe it.

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I realize I've completely fucked my chances with her, but there's still that minuscule chance that something positive could come out of this. However, I basically spilled my guts on her because I need to get over these emotions I have for her before I can move on with my self-improvement; no matter what the temporary emotional damage may be (coming from just dropping her out of my life completely).

I have a relative idea, confidence, etc. of what I'm going to do, but she already feels inferior to me due to a low self-esteem because so many guys have used her and I shocked her into realizing that it can happen no matter how prepared you are (even knowledge of the very pickup techniques that were used on her). I probably should have gamed her back, but I just couldn't take it any longer.

Any ideas?

Drop her, stay friends if you can.

i am not the best at this but i would say..
to try to get with her if you think she is worth it.. continue to tell her how you feel... and assure her that if it does not work out that it will not ruin your friendship no matter what happens..
i know that is not very pua but iv been there and it worked...

its not worth it to think about what could have been... better to try and never have to think that

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