Right your going against my first rule. why are you so obsessed with "fucking" her? There are so many hot girls you could be investing your energy and time. on.
You need to stay away from her for a while and "fuck" other girls. I've been in the situation you are in and i eventually fucked the chick 5 years later, it was short, disappointing, tight and the girl was very inexperienced' it was as if filling her with my man juices gave her the idea she could fill my phone with her lady emotions.
Disdain Things you cannot have, i love a challenge as much as the next man but at the end of the day pussy is pussy.
