Quite an eventful day, but not as eventful as it could have been.

I wanted to start off by saying that being a millionaire is definitely enough to get to the top of many, if not most, girls lists. But I'm not here to talk about theory today.

I went down town where I made small talk with a bartender. It was just about this and that, but I was the only one in the bar. It's hard to describe body language, etc, but I felt that it went well and there may have been some sexual chemistry on both sides.

At another bar, I made small talk with a girl who said she works directing award shows for corporations and she travels a lot. We made small talk about why she likes to travel, what kind of shows she does, etc.

Then, at another bar, I found myself thinking the most misogynistic things. There was a group of two girls and a guy right next to me. The guy and girl left and it was just me and the girl. I didn't open her and didn't even plan to. For some reason, I was in super-resentful misogynistic mode when she opened me. She asked "what are you drinking?" I answered "cranberry juice." "That's it?" I truthfully don't like to drink because I get addicted and it would lead to DUI's and mess my life up, etc. and cause me to smoke cigarettes and do all other kinds of bad things for my health. (The last time I broke sobriety was at a strip club at the request of a stripper, and then I drank every day for a month before I saw I had to stop. I probably drove drunk 10 times during that month.). I asked what she was drinking, it was something with vodka in it. I asked if she was driving home. She said yes. I told her to be careful. SHE ASKED IF I WANTED TO DRIVE HER HOME! For some reason, I said no because I was still in resentful mode. I probably could have gotten a blowjob on the way and probably fucked her at her place.

Or more accurately, when I drove her home, I would have appeared very nervous and struggled to keep the conversation going because this is what I always do. I have had sex 1,000's of times, but still get nervous beforehand, maybe just some kind of anxiety, I don't know. I have social anxiety even though I go out all the time. I would like to think that it is getting better.

I really wish I would have given her a ride home just to see what would have happened. I should have rubbed her thigh or something, but I don't know if I would have come across like a rapist or what? I just don't know how to escalate without being creepy or rapey.

I noticed how easy it could have been to get that girl (and she was hot) and I was reminded of something that a pimp once told me and that is that you can go in any bar near closing time and bring a girl home if you're game is tight because they are just waiting for someone. Unfortunately, at this point in my life, I would go into any bar and sit there quietly.

I also noticed that my misogyny ends when I look them in the eye. Or at least, it gets a lot better.

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Since no one responds to my posts that are actual posts, I'll just add to it. Here's from another day.

I've noticed that it's not actually necessary to be a millionaire, and if I continue to adopt the mindset that it is, I will be subcommunicating to them that I think they are whores. That being said, I've never actually BEEN a millionaire, so I don't know how that would change things. By the time I am old enough to be one, I would probably be too old to attract girls in their early 20's anyway.

I noticed that I need to be just as nice to ugly girls as to hot ones or this will never work. I also need to stop hating other guys. I view them as competition, but there's no need for this. Having friends makes girls think you are more valuable and social. How is some loner going to protect them or provide for them or add any value to their life?

It is also necessary to work hard during the day doing something that is not related to girls. They can't be your whole life.

I don't think I'm ready to commit to anyone, but is that really what this forum is about?

I still look a weirdo or a creep, I believe. I'm not sure if I can fix this or if I just need to live with it.

Actually laughing and having a good time with a girl might be a long way away. That comfort might be necessary or maybe not. There's nothing "funny" about sex. Maybe that is just friend stuff. I don't know.

I need to continue to develop my hobbies and embrace new hobbies.

I need to be more pleasant and not such a narcissistic asshole. For those of you saying that I'm not listening, I am listening loud and clear that you say I am narcissistic. I definitely hear you. I also realize that I still have "mommy issues," and perhaps trying to do what I'm doing is filling some void.

Now on to the questions that you can answer:

1. What is true peacocking? In real life. You can have large muscles, you can have an exotic car. Peacocks live with only a few other peacocks, but we live in a world full of billions. If you read MGTOW stuff, they talk about how high women's standards have become since second-wave feminism and you truly have to be George Clooney to attract the best ones. This is why I may want to become a millionaire.

Another girl once told me a few months ago that every time I start to open up my emotions, I immediately close off and start talking about Lamborghini's or money.

Is it weird that I don't like to kiss girls. I only like to fuck them or eat them out sometimes or whatever. Get head from them. Putting my tongue in someone's mouth isn't high on my priority list.

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Are sure that you aren't redstar? Your OP seems a little too similar, both have this weird way of talking about being rich one day with real estate without doing it, and are both really misogynistic.

Take a look at this post and tell me how you two aren't the same guy:. field-reports/bar-field-report-vt191594.html

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That's not me.

But what did you think about my posts?

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I think you are too into your own head and feel like I should be getting paid in order to help you out. Not to be offensive, but as patient as I am...I've been here long enough and you are a tough case. You may not be redstar, but I'm going to abstain from responding your posts from here on out because you guys are to similar. Sorry dude.

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Ohhhh now I remember Redstar. I would skim over that dudes post because I know a troll when I see one. Only troll I like on here is Bart. That dude is hilarious. You're done here. I remember your posts.

You lost your account or something ?

Redstar talked about Lamborghini and money.... and he was into the housing business as well.

From your last post that was locked as "RichardTheFrog"

and redstar

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Good memory and saved quality posters a deal of posting. Later Redstar

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WTF!?!?!? So redstar and frog both broke their neck and back too?FML

R.C...you called it.

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He broke his neck from improper fellatio technique.

You are a pussy and are ALL TALK. Trust me, little bitch.

If it were legal, I would make you suffer little faggot.

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You tell him redstar.

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Tell me about all the mad pussy you (don't) get.

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The pussy I get is always happy redstar.

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So is mine. I'm better in bed than you are.

Show me their pictures.

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You probably are better in bed than me, redstar. So good for you. What about the girl that pressed charges against you... would she brag about how good you are in bed?

Unfortunately for you, I respect the women I'm with, so I won't post any pictures of them.

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Lol

The guys getting the attention he wants.

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