So let me tell you a little bit about myself..


7 Years Ago... (age 19) I started searching for answers myself.... and I typed the exact words into Google "How To Get My EX Back". This is what brought me into the world of Self Improvement and PUA.

The first serious girlfriend I had ( at the age of 16).... her name was Kristen. She was my first serious relationship, the first girl I had sex with and the first girl i kissed. The problem is I had no idea what i was doing in this relationship. I was VERY insecure.... I felt i wasn't good enough for her, I constantly called her phone, I didn't even trust her when she was out with her friends!!! Does this sound familiar to you?

I thought this was what true love was all about. I actually thought that fighting made our relationship stronger... but little did I know it was ripping it apart... and I was too blind to realize it. So after being with her for 2 years I was under the illusion that we were meant for each other and nothing could go wrong... boy was I wrong.

Well the weird thing about it is we stopped fighting, we stopped arguing.... I thought our relationship was getting better but she was actually fed up. I used to hang out with her EVERY day ( another mistake.... time apart makes the heart grow fonder).

Well she called me one day... a few hours late, it was weird we were supposed to meet up in the morning, but she ignored my calls ( Text messaging wasn't as common back then).

Well she called me to come over to her house.... when I walked it things didn't feel right. She finally sat me down on her bed and what she was about to say was going to change my life forever .

She told me she "will always love me, but she's not IN LOVE with me" HOLY SHIT? Where did this come from? Why is this happening? THIS IS THE ONLY GIRL I EVER BANGED AND SHE'S THE ONLY ONE THAT EXISTS IN MY WORLD!!! MY LIFE IS RUINED.

Have you ever felt like this?

Not only did she break up with me... but later I find out from her "MySpace" (yes everybody had MySpace back then)... she was hooking up with her "friend" Jon!!!!! I could only think to myself "are you serious??? But I'm better than that douche bag!!!! You gotta be fucking kidding me".

Well no.... apparently to her eyes he was better than me... and he banged her too. And I was stupid enough to want to stay in her life.... I tried to win her back, but it only hurt me even more.

I tried to fight Jon... but he only whooped my ass. Why? Well because I didn't even fricken lift weights. For the past 2 years this crazy broad was my life source.... I did NOTHING ELSE but hang out with her.

Since she was my main focus, my source of life itself, the break up became extremely painful. I couldn't sleep, I lost my appetite and I couldn't stop thinking about her. I felt hopeless.... I put all of my self worth in the palm of her hands and she CRUSHED IT.

So what happened next?

I Googled "How To Get My Ex Back" and began my journey to become a better man. Right now I'm in a healthy relationship which is quite a huge upgrade from the my first serious relationship back 7 years ago.

I will be posting the 2nd part of my journey in the next few days....


- Brandon Marshall

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wow this sounds exactly like what happened to me, same age and everything....but instead i was so depressed i didn't go to class nor practice and end up not only getting put off the team but i got kicked out of school and my stupid emotions got me where i am now...........but this gave me motivation to say i can get over this

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honestly I can say it's become the best thing that has happened to me... the learning experience has paid dividends!

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Oh boy do I recognise myself in you, except mine is a bit different. You can actually read it back on my journal on page 6.

Got first GF 8 months ago. After 3 months I got fed up with her bc. we always did the same thing, watch movie, talk, make-out sex sleep. Repeating it all over the next date to the point I didn't want to see her again. I broke up and after 1.5 months she found someone else. This might confuse you but it actually hurt me. And I started to think of her again, and again and I couldn't sleep. It totally consumed my mind and everything. To the point that I couldn't handle it anymore and just told her (when I saw on FB that she had no longer a relationship with the guy). She basically said the same thing, and told me she loved the other guy. Few weeks went by and I still couldn't let it go. I messaged her again and she was going to this guy again. (only bc. my mind thought I could get her back!). This got me angry, EVEN WHEN I"M THE ONE WHO BROKE UP. I closed that off and just deleted her Facebook, phone number and all of her pictures. Out of the eye, out of the heart! Boy did that feel good and refreshing.

If you struggle with the thought of going back to your ex, f*cking delete every contact you can possible have with her. It's hard but the best way there is.

Wallie

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