| I became a different person, I was cocky inside and I knew how to talk to women. I no longer cared about getting married someday, I assumed every girl wanted to sleep with me. I had women approach me at work and outside with situational openers, I still remember how happy and horny I wasvwhen I talked to a girl, it felt like all I needed to do was to open my mouth to build attraction. I wish I remembered how I talked and what I said but all I remember is girls saying "your very cocky", "you agree with everything I say" another said "your very stubborn". I think it was the WAY I talked to women, my voice sounded like sex was implied and by the way I looked at women and especially my tone made it like every girl I talked to WAS my girlfriend. Im starting to remember a little better now.... I remember my rule was never be funny unless I knew 100% she would laugh, never look foolish, never let her have the upper hand unless it was for tactical purposes, only talk about positive things around her, never talk about past relationships, wait for HER to set up the date, the date is always at my house, make sure she cums and leave her satisfied.
I had a system that worked for getting women and it was almost too easy. First go online get the number, next text until she asks to meet up, then get a haircut at the same place across the street and then commence drinking. Show her the apartment. Go to bathroom to let her "think'. Ask to kiss her then kiss her. Ask her out. She says yes now sex is implied. If no was said then kiss again instead. Have great sex for hours.
I was able to do all this because of the vodka... there is a sweet spot with alcohol that takes experience to find and I was deadly mathmatical with it. I knew the amount over what time to get what desired effect. Have you ever drank and lost your buzz and no matter how much you drank you couldn't get it back or if you feel good but then you drink too much and get too drunk.... well there is a spot between this where you can continue to drink and only your body is drunk but your brain is intact if not better. I could reach the sweet spot in minimum 3 hours. I started with 2 shots of vodka then wait half hour and have 1 more. Keep having a shot every half hour until you catch a nice buzz then pour half shots instead until your buzz goes almost away. After the high buzz goes away start with 1 whole shot every half hour again. The key is to come down from your buzz and get it back again, you'll notice by now that the shots have no effect after losing the buzz before, its almost like your body built a tolerance. Now you really have to calibrate your personality to your shot intake.... if you feel like your talking too much, are loud, angry or emotional then SLOW DOWN OR STOP. Instead you should have zero anxiety, be in control, feel excited and happy, THATS the sweet spot. Only drink now to continue to maintain this feeling, NEVER take a shot for the hell of it, this is how alcohol should be tactically drank. Oh yeah and dont mix hard alcohol with beer, the point is to know exactly the amount over time and how the alcohol affects you and this cannot be done by mixing.
Then I met Emma, she told me she was in a band and was on Jason mraz's label... about the only truth she ever told me. She came over my house for a date one night and brought her guitarist along with her, we stayed up all night making a song and they asked me to join the band I agreed. She sent the song to Jason and he asked me to come to England to record the song, again I agreed but he had to check my stage performance first. After the date I ask her out making her officially girlfriend #3, huge mistake because this girl was nuts. She would tell me stories of how killers came into her house and killed her kids and cut her open and pulled her guts out and left her for dead and all sorts of bullshit. The truth is all but one of her kids got taken by the father, she had no scars and after we dated she sent her last child to florida so he wouldn't interfere with the band. She would cry when we had sex and admitted to blowing her guitarist some nights when we were together. One time a friend of mine who had a crush on her knew she was coming over my house, so he invited himself over, washed his johnson in my sink, did his hair and put on sunglasses then sat down next to the door waiting. I told him he couldnt bang my chick and had to leave so he started crying. Emma ended up breaking up with me on stage before a show because I 'bothered her drummer'. She kept my keyboard I let her borrow and the band broke up a month later.
Girlfriend #4 was a drunk warm approach, I woke up with her in my living room on the floor with her on top of me. She was hideous, I must of been really drunk but she said I asked her out the night before. As soon as I came to I grabbed the bottle of vodka and took like 7 swigs then I walked 4 miles in the snow to get the morning after pill. I tried to kick her out of my
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