I guess I start in this.. I have been loosing faith in me. I have been building confidence here and there. But it seems like my performance with negs and kino seem to be pointless. This whole thing in High School and trying to become a PUA, to be better than my asshole friend. I Lost (a battle in my mind) 9 to my old best friend. He is the trendiest fuck I know. But I dont know how to even comprehend on how to destroy him.
How can I even start? I dont know where to start. This is a sticking point that is literally being the face of my problems. I don't know how to change my attitude. I'm all funny.. not serious. I never get the time to use Gamblers Stealth Attraction. I will never give up on this, but where can I acutally succeed? All I am is a kid that has lost so many times. Has had one-itis so many fucking times. Now it literally is me against the world. I am not trying to make this sound like a sob-stroy, but I need a place to start..anyone that has really gotten the hang of this.. I need help. I really do
I won't give up. I never will.. but I need a place to start.. someone to truly help me