Before you read anything i want you to know, that i am writing this as a newbie guy who is working his way up,
wel recently i start going out to achieve my goal, wel my ambition is to work with the group like rsd in future even though rightnow i am not really that good.
wel I know that no matter what i always make time for myself to go out and everytime i go out there is war going inside my head the war between "unconcious mind" and "consious mind". i always try to stay positieve, by repeating things like " i dont give a fuck" "i am just having fun" "i have to push myself" "you have to man up" "you will be good someday" "my will power is stronger that that" "focus on now " "their is no easy way" wel even with all that knowledge i still hesitate a lot. i know have been going out only for like a week, and in a week i manage to pull only one number which is fake or she dont have credit to response. s. so to get to the point i have little bad night yesterday i started to get all those negatief though like "i am not that far like i thought" before i user to believe that i can be anything but when i am in negatieve state " I still think i can do it" but in deep down i started to feel little doubt but even so in my mind it is clear that it was bad night and its going to be okay and tommorow is a new day and i will be going out tommorow. coz my will power is strong i gues thats the only thing i have haha lol. ok even when i decide to go out, i cant seems to find "how can this be fun? sometime i have little fun that is because i achieve something not because of appraoching and i know you guys gonna say "yeah dont focus on result be self amusing and all other advice like i said since i am determined guy i read all those advice. what i want from you advance guys is that. i am not having fun because "is it that every newbie has to go through this stage"? if so then i am ready to do this until it became fun. second question is "is game gonna be more fun when you reach higher level? are you happier now than before ?
THANK YOU FOR READING THIS UNTIL NOW BUT I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IF YOU GUYS SPEND 5 MINUTES OF YOUR LIFE TO GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK ON THIS POST. NOW I AM GONNA TAKE A SHOWER AND GO OUT and i will be expecting response when i come back

The only time you think it isn't fun, is when you think you'll get rejected, and somehow that rejection will ruin the rest of your life. You seem say a lot of things in your head trying to reassure yourself, but that's not helping as much as it should be.

STOP THINKING. Slow down, approach, and express your genuine self. Approaching should be exciting, meeting someone new, forming a connection, learning new things, getting physical and sex.

Stop thinking so much about how you don't care. What I do, to stop thinking so much about messing up, is think about how fucken hot she is. How I wanna bang the fuck out of her. This occupies my mind enough, so I don't think about being rejected or wtv.

Another tip, stop approaching with the intention of picking her up. Similiar to how lots of people get into state by instead of trying to pick up, just meet new people.
Think less of picking up a quick lay, and think more about just forming a new connection, a potential friend.

knowing/thinking all those things wont change your beliefs.
yeah its hard but it pays off much greater. through every hard things and
accomplishment now I only remember succeeds, sex's and great times... not that
rejection and humilation.

yeah its gonna be hard, so man up, or live like every other AFC and be selected by some chick and get married to a girl who banged by some guy who worked hard.

thank you everyone