I am 18 and going to study Medicine next year at university. Using my gap year to get my SPAM, work and go travelling. My game has improved so much from last year, went from being undeniably AFC to having AA under control, attraction, comfort and f-closing = solid, however still have some inner game issues to iron out. Therefore I am not really too interested in seduction anymore.. for now. Seeing a very independent but trustworthy girl (she's going to be a dentist

) so using this as a opportunity to not only be alpha but FEEL alpha. I have always struggled with anxiety, losing frame control and validation seeking behaviour at the 2-3 month barrier due to deeply rooted beliefs ingrained from my childhood. Finally learning to be able to take it or leave it.