wuts up everyone. so ive been doing a lot of trolling(hence my username Trollololol) these past 2 years. im 23 years old. i havent had sex in two years and ive only been with two girls. the first was my girl friend for a year who i got most of my banging experience from. she took my v-card when i was 19, my freshman year in college. during the first week and she had a boyfriend at the time... and the other was this slutty native american girl who i would just get drunk and fuck. that went on for a couple months. after that i havent gotten my dick sucked or fucked for 2 years! just been jerking it practically everynight. im not sure why i have not been able to find a girl to even at least do stuff with for 2 years! i feel like a virgin all over again!!! i was feeling extremely hopeless. it seems like everything i do, i am unable to attract decent looking women. and its not that im terribly badlooking or anything. im probably like a 7 - 7.5 to women. i am a bit on the shorter side. 5'7.5"(if you round it im 5'8 . but i think it has mainly to do with my confidence, maturity, and how i go about trying to pick up girls. i have to be sneakier. i usually just get drunk and try to dance on girls which fucking does not work at all!!!!!!!!! except i made out with a fat chick one night at a dark club. i was wasted. anyways ive been feeling hopeless with women and i have suicidal thoughts when im drunk which fucking scares me. it seems like every girl i like doesnt like me. and every girl that likes me i dont like them primarily due to their looks and the fact that i dont want to do stuff with them even when the opportunity presents itself so openly because i respect them as friends or that i dont want to hurt them since i know they like me a lot. then I heard about the book "The Game" from my roomate about a week ago. i still have 100 pages left. it has given me some hope and a lot of tips that i am really wanting to try in the clubs/bars this weekend. my friend who is actually really good at picking up chicks naturally and has these crazy dance moves that attract so many girls at the clubs, is gonna go with me to choose some fashionable clothes and shit since im a dirty bum who wears wrinkly ass shirts and hates dressing in pants, collared shirts, or even Shoes (i live in hawaii). im also going to talk to him about his approach towards women. he never seems scared of rejection . im terrified. its honestly one of the worst feelings in the world. i need to conquer my fear of rejection soon or ill never get anywhere. ANYWAYS!!!! Sorry for writing so goddam much . i guess i just really wanted to get a lot of stuff off my chest. i'm willing to accept anyones advice for me if youve lasted this long through my novel. also does anyone know any useful books that will help me with my problem of getting attractive girls to like me besides "the game". im really interested in what girls think and the whole psychology of attraction and seduction. okay thanks a lot guys! really means a lot to me. btw my condoms are gonna expire in january... so please wish me luck cuz timesawastin.