Well me and my Ex/Gf we broke up two months ago,at first I was ok went partying and dive more in PUA than ever, got lucky a few times even with a HB that was fun closing that. Srls didnt think much about her I simply walk away at one point I thought that was too fast the way I cure the "hearbroken" .But now I thinking too much after one month and half I cant stop this feeling , yeah I still love her but who cares what gone is gone. No way I want her back we tried and failed and I like the way I live free without her. But this feelings and thoughts is really fucking my mind! Is this normal or should I bang my head to the wall really hard lol untill this feeling are gone?

Now I feel a bit depressed, and not even PUa is giving me the joy I would like. So Plz beat me down with a dumb stick

you're completly contradicting yourself

get your shit together