| I've just started Uni, been there for a term now, and I'm in the pretty unique situatuon of never having actually kissed a girl (I'm 18 now).
Basically, for the last 5/6 years of my life I've been suffering from mental illness which has restricted me socially, especially around the other sex.
Now the little experience I have had with girls has given me quite a few reasons to feel confident-even though I've never really displayed 'confidence' around girls, I have tended to receive IOI's from quite a few of them.
In my first term at Uni, I'm sure that I wouldn't exactly have come across as an alpha male-I was shy and slightly unsure of myself around girls, but I've still been getting clear IOI's from many girls in the college (since they don't really know me well this makes me think I must be not bad-looking).
Out of these girls who are showing some interest, most of them are ugly/ boring and not really interesting to me, but there are two HBs(about a 9 and an 8.5) who, despite the fact that I would have come across as especially awkward and unconfident around them, clearly have some interest in me.
But because I have no experience, I still have insecurities that almost no other guy in college would have. My confidence should be high, but I still have doubts like what if I can't kiss properly, and not really knowing what to do when.
So what should I do? Should I just try and get off with any girl, because doing so just once would take away a lot of these insecurities?
Is it worth 'gaming' the boring girls who are giving me IOIs just for practice, because as it is I don't have the confidence/experience/know-how to 'game' the HBs?
Thanks
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