Hey guys

I'm a 27 year old middle eastern man who immigrated to the US about 8 years ago. During this time, I've gone through many changes, some rather major. I lived in a country and a family with very strict Islamic values and thus was raised that way and considered myself a good and devout muslim until I came to the US to study, then things slowly started to look different and I started to have doubts and questions about many things in life. Eventually my view on life and my entire value system went through a transformation and a major shift, but as you know reversing years of rigid and threat-attached religious brainwashing is quite hard. I must also say I was abused as a child by a trusted family member, so I have suffered from much social setback throughout my life and currently I'm still a bit socially and emotionally unstable. I must also add that I'm overweight, so you see how I have ended up being a rather shy man. yet I consider myself a rather fun, interesting, nice, and cool person once the ice is broken.

All this said, I must say after slowly making marginal progresses in this regard, I have finally made up my mind and stated "I am tired". I need to get laid, I need to be touched! I can't continue masturbating, although for the past 2 years i have only being doing it like an addict without even enjoying it anymore, especially the porn has been the same way and it has become a rather annoying addiction without truly giving the previous pleasures. So, I want to do whatever it takes for me to lose my shyness, gain some self-esteem, and find me a suitable social place by mastering being a ladies man. But I don't know much, I haven't been to a high school and I have not had a really involved college social life, nothing comparable to an average American. So, I don't know where to begin with, what to say to women, how to look at them and all the other details.

So I am looking forward to learning and fully mastering them here, as fast as and as well as I can.

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