| Something snapped.
She sat on the table behind me. I smiled at her, she smiled back. 5 Minutes later, she moved and sat a few seats away from me. She was pretty and alone. All I had to do was to say something...anything "Here, try some of this Cannolli, it's amazing", "are those real breasts?" anything! But like every other time, that cruel swathe of paralysis came over me. My head was screaming, talk talk talk talk, but nothing was coming out. She obviously wanted me to talk to her, but I couldn't do it. "Why would she want to talk to me" "She just wants to people watch" every excuse, all of them wrong. She finished her coffee, fumbled with her cup, looked in my direction, fumbled again....and the she left. And then it snapped, I saw all the great experiences I could have had, the alternative path my life could have taken - disappear because I couldn't muster the guts to talk to a girl.
At work, I have no qualms about presenting to a group of 200 people, I manage large teams and have the confidence to make £100,000 decisions on behalf of my company. But when it comes to women, i'm an abject failure. When it comes to saying "hi" to a girl in a bar i'm a mess.
If I don't do something about this now, i'll be that loner loser that spends his time watching porn 10 times a day whilst trying to replicate the entire model british railway in his garage. I don't want to be that person and i'm willing to do whatever it takes to change myself.
My work sent me to Adelaide for 6 months and I love this city, and there is no way i'm going to waste this opportunity. I've read the game, i'm an AFC, but i'm that AFC that reads and reads and knows all the methods, but never uses them himself. I'm a massive but loveable hypocrite.
So i'm here to hopefully find some people who will be honest with me, take me under their wing, give me help and direction and stop me becoming a sad annoying cynic.
Any PUA's think you're up to the challenge?
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