| Alright Boys,
It's time for me to step up. I have read nearly 3000 pages of material. I have watched over 100 hours of material. I have been in the community sitting in the background for the past three years and it is time to take accountability.
I first stumbled onto the community at seventeen after finding Mystery's first book in a Boarders in the Arizona airport. I stole the book (sorry Mystery) and began reading it obsessively. I read all the way through it and found that I understood what it said, but I must admit that I didn't comprehend what was really going on.
It was nearly a year before I had read Neil Strauss's "The Game", and I wasn't really applying what I had learn. After entering into my second year of college I got my first real girlfriend. I lost my virginity at age 19. After that I was obsessed with the girl. I couldn't stop, then I read "The Game". I left my girlfriend realizing my obsessive behavior and was ready for a new life of PU.
In about a month I laid three new women as well as my previous GF. Let me tell you what, I thought that I was the man and that I was going to be the new PUA of all time. And then reality hit after I left those girls behind, I couldn't get another lay for months at a time. After looking at each of my lays I realized I had what I would call AFC luck. Suddenly my identity crashed. I was 19 and my world was being a PUA and now I couldn't even get laid. Soon I began to spin out of control. It took some very serious introspection to understand what was really going on. I was merely covering up my insecurities with PU, and this crash gave me the chance to really look at who I was and what I wanted to become.
After a couple months of finding who I wanted to become (college English Professor), I then decided that I wanted to learn the skill of PU and not become a PUA. Being a PUA is not an identity that I want to have. I want to be a Ph.D in English Romanticism. And with that said I had a broke out of my PUA mindset and began my journey of developimg my skill of PU.
In a matter of months I had read nearly every book concerning PU and watched nearly every film by every major PUA (Mystery's magnum opus; Style's annihilation; David D's countless movies; Tyler Durden's transformations, foundations,blueprint; Gambler's Stealth and ultimate natural game). I soon found a group of friends that were interested in PU (Sweeney, Professor, and Punchline). And recently I have been teaching some friends, which I consider as students. As anyone can see, I should be getting so laid. And yet, I am not. I am what's called a PU scholar. I know way to much about PU and have prepared myself for anything that would look like a test. But if you asked me to actually get laid, not gonna happen.
So now just having my birthday (20), this is my first step to taking everything that I have learned and actually applying it to my actual behavior. This Website is going to be my place for accountability. I want to develop my skill to where I could consider myself to have mastery. So my friends, comrades, brothers, may I do what I have aspired, and with your help I will.
Cordially,
Dantes
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