I've been lurking around for quite a while now. I feel that now is the time for a propper introduction. I'd like to make this thread the starting line in my persuit of happiness. Brace yourself, this is the story of a wbafc (it may be depressing).
(this will be long)
I grew up in a middle class subburban family. I was a momma's boy, my mother had divorced 2 times. I was always closer to my mother than any of the father figures that came and went in my life.
I think I was always hyper kid and never matured socially as fast as the others. My early addiction to video games only furthered my spiraling progression into loneliness. I had friends of course, up until highschool when I really hit the lower point in my life. The only friend I had left was my best friend who ironically was on the polar end of the social ladder. He was a jock, played 2 sports, and lost his virginity at the age of 13.
Its kind of a strange phenominon.. I could of made friends with the geeks, but I felt I was better than that. I might have been able to fit in with the popular kids through my best friend, but felt unworthy or too uncool for that too. As a result, I ended up in no man's land as a loner.
Besides my best friend, the other friends I would make would be online. Sadly, yes, I was that kid sitting by himself during lunch for the most part. I later learned to hide away in the computer labs to help pass the time. Just like Hoobie from RSD, "I was the chodiest of chodes." And even worst, I was kind of a goody goody.
Many times my best friend would invite me into his circle of weed and pot smoking friends.. but I always resisted. I laugh now at how dumb I was. Being socially retarded has much more damaging implications than a little weed and pot. He even tried to push me into doing sports, which I again resisted.. this time out of my addiction to video games.
I didn't even fucking go to prom... quite pathetic I know. I never went to dances or football games either. I never had a girl friend, so I masturbated a lot. Video games and porn were my past times. Even worst, I was probally the only kid in my class that had to bike my ass to and from school.
So here I am now, 21, as a virgin. I have already lost touch with my best friend (through numerous dissappearances to rehab). So when any of you guys are feeling down, there's always someone out there thats having a LOT worst than you. Anyways, this has been the story of a wbafc.. now you know what it means to be a well below average frustrated chump.
If for some strange reason, any of you guys need a DLV story, you're free to use this lol.
Let the journey towards enlightment begin boys, its gonna be a hell of a bumpy ride!
EDIT PS: Ok I know how bad that was, so here's some tid bits of DHV I'll spike in there. I've recently quit playing video games, I've gained 10 pounds of muscle, and plan to gain more
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