| I can't believe this. I got into this pua stuff because I would think with my heart too much, and fall for girls too easily, overlooking any flaws they had.
But I met this girl when she was crying, my heart kind of opened up to her. We went to the store, her, her friend, and I picked up a 12 pack of beer, and went to the park. We drank, we talked, we did some hiking around.
She's an expert at rock climbing, and I love anything outdoors, so I was talking to her about that, and that's when it just clicked. I feel in love with the idea of hiking and spending an entire weekend exploring the mountains.
The day turns into night, we all go get food, chit chat, and head back to her place to finish the 12 pack. Now it's time to head to the bars, I can't remember how touchy feely we were with each other, but I felt the connection or thought I did.
Her friend leaves and we go back to her place, I sit on her couch, she straddles me sitting towards me, about 2 inches from my lips, and it was on. Passioniate kissing, touching turned into hair pulling thrusting.
I told her I liked her and didn't want to have sex that night, aside from hiking all day I'm sure my balls smelled horrible. She was the best kisser I've ever kissed, she knew all the right places to touch.
There are two ways I can put this;
When I was dating my last girlfriend for 8 months, everything felt perfect that feeling took 2 years of us knowing each other and the memories made, and that feeling being around her was a good feeling.
This girl made me feel all of that in less than 12 hours.
Imagine taking oxycontin orally, as directed that's how I felt about my ex
Now imagine injecting oxycontin that's how i feel about this girl when im around her.
I left a note in the morning because she was still sleeping, and wrote that i had fun, and can't wait to go hiking camping and everything with her soon. And left my number.
3 days go by she doesn't call me, I find her on myspace, and send her a message "im a smitten asshat but seriously lets just go climbing"
2 days go by and she doesn't respond I send her another message. "I thought you'd reply seeing how much you told me you love writing, well have fun <3 douchbag"
She writes back "If I wrote back to you, that would simply result in you writing me back.. no matter what I said. So, I'm going to tell you now to prevent that from happening that I will not respond to anything else you may send me.
You seem like a nice guy, but I was all kinds of drunk and regardless of what may or may not happen with Larson and I, I am just not interested. You aren't my type, and I really dislike the way you spoke to Amanda that night.
As much as I am always interested in meeting new climbing partners, I'm afraid that any friendship I began with you would not be genuine and would ultimately cause more drama than I am interested in because of all that happened the other night and because you expressed an interest in me that was more than friendly.
I'm sorry if I led you to believe otherwise. No hard feelings. Take care."
And my heart dropped to my stomach, then felt pain. The time I had with her was amazing, but I guess the comedown has to be worse than the high.
I think to myself do i get her flowers, leave her another little note, and then I realize how afc of me, I should just move on. But I think of the 27 girls i've dated in the past 3 years, there has only been 1 that i felt strongly for, and this one was 100x that strong.
oh pua help me. I need to go out an nail 12 girls to get me over this. _________________ http://www.pickupreport.com/
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