Hi. I'm having a dry run since 6 months (no sex, no gf, not even held a girl's hand). So im fucking desperate. I've never went through this and I dnt have any experience how to deal with this. Im trying my best not skream my ass off. So here is the situation, I was kinda texting these two girls I knw from a long time. One of which I had a fight with(called her a bitch). But through some begging and smooth talking I passed the comfort zone but remained there. Now for some reason, she refused to go out with me, because her mother is ill, and she is not in the mood to date. I keep kaling her now and then, but she freezes me out. The other one, is a complete mystery, I cant even fucking talk to her. She is this fucking arrogant bitch, and she seems to get bored of my stories( first time a girl gets bored with me). So I starting behaving like her, I stopped telling stories about myself, and just kept teasing her on everything. Seemed to work but then again for some unknown reason she refused to meet me. Im a superstitious guy, and I believe this is due to my ex wanting to be friends with me. I was a fucking asshole to her and I dnt understand why she wants to be friends with me. I know this is crazy but try to help. CHeers