Hey gang,

I'll keep it short.

So I found this HB9 that I like.
I know for a fact while in relationships that she is faithful basing it on all past relationships (although she has a rep for being a bit easy) and at the moment I'm at a point in the relationship where she is so devoted to me she is complaining to me that she feels like a possession of mine and when I asked told her I wasn't trying to control her, she said that it comforted her and she liked it.

Anyway, the point of that background information is that if I so chose, I could have a relationship with her straight away, and I am very tempted.
The problem rears itself here and seems to be recurring where I am very hesitant to commit to any relationship due to a bunch of ifs and past scenarios.

For example - with this HB9, I used to have relations with her uglier annoying clingy-assed bitch older sister who is now seeing my best friend (yeah its all f*cked up but in a funny way where I've done the sister duo) and the sister is presenting herself a big issue getting involved and trying to kill the relationship. So I feel in order to be a good mate to my best mate who is copping it from the older sister that I shouldn't but at the same time I think fuck her it has nothing to do wit her.

It seems when it comes down to crunch time I get cold feet nearly everytime - this has happened with at least 3 girls that I have lost subsequently by being too half hearted or not doing anything.

I acknowledge this is an Inner Game issue, just wondering if anyone else experiences the same thing and how they deal with it?

Cheers,
Dego