hey guys

im going out this night ... i haven't go out for more then a year , haven't talked to many friends - almost noone, was involved in a accident which left me crippled, lost my girlfriend and my job, i have no money right now ..... lol !
in short ..... my life is screwed right now...the accident i had was a total crush on my confidence.

so i got some serious confidence issues ... lol.. still im going out sarging solo...

i have massive AA... about a year ago i could talk to everyone ... pickup most woman and now i crumble when i talk to anybody. Even the thought of me going out solo is too exciting , i can imagine myself having succes through mindsets, but theory and practice are two different things. i know alot about pickup and woman psychology but when you haven't go out this long... lol.. actually i can still talk to anyone but it's just in my fucking head that i cannot...

THERE IS JUST NO WAY OUT .... it's raining ... i cannot give up now .. giving up now would be like total obliteration .... giving up would like instant death....
iim aiming to approach 100 woman ... i know almost impossible in one night for someone who needs to start all over again lol .... but there is just no way out... i need to approach - i don't care which opener even if it is just '' hi how are your doing''

im shit scared even tho i do not care what people think of me , BUT I WANT TO AChIEVE MY GOALS .....

100 approaches is my first most objective .. but what i really want in depth is :

lose my AA in one night or at least 2 .... i want to lose fear in general, i've lost my AA before so succes can be repeated.

i want to get some succes even tho im not at my best period in life, doing nothing is more worse than doing it.

i just want back the spice of life by doing it again....if i get succesfull again by taking action , taking action will starting to get a new habit thus i will improve my whole life on the long run.

there is no way out ... fuck ... LOL

all motivation is welcome .... il try to get 100 approaches ASAP not only for me but also for you guys.

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good luck bud. After reading many of your posts, it's evident that you know your shit.

Post a field report after. I'd love to see how it went. I'm sure you'll do fine. You definitely got the right attitude!