| Target is an 8.5 - Gorgous big blue eyes, slim figure, small but perky tits, pretty sexy ass (she's a swimmer), hair 3 foot long and like gold to touch.
I number close within 30min of interaction. On Day 2 (the next day too), we each massage each other. Just before she goes I say "I'm not going to kiss you now, but it is hard not to", while being 1cm away from her lips.
We text every day for a week until she makes a two hour trip to visit me in my home town. She stays over the night, we get to 3rd base. I could have made a home run but honestly I didn't want to take things too fast (call me AFC all you like, lol). I was planning on fucking her within a week after that, tops.
Target has two opportunities (free weekends) to come over, says she will, but then flakes out at the last moment. My guess is that I was pulling too hard with my texts and not pushing enough (afc I know). Anyway the second time she flakes out I don't reply for a day (she sent me a text saying she was confused and didn't want to meet me afterall). Next morning she writes on fb "Please write me something". I would really appreciate a critically constructive opinion from you guys about what I replied (sorry this post is so damn long):
There's something I'd like to explain to you. I have a bit of a talent for expressing myself with words, especially when they are written so that is why I am writing this to you instead of saying it to you. This way I can say exactly what I want without worrying about expressing something in the wrong way. I also want to say this because it means being open to you, which is what I want in my relationships with people. My two main rules in any relationship as you might remember are honesty and openness. Honesty is obvious - it means not lying, at least about important things. By openness I mean opening up to another person by not hiding anything about one's motives or feelings. I also mean that one should express one's emotions and one's reasons for those emotions in the best way possible. I don't feel that you did this very well in your message, which disappointed me. Being confused is understandable, but if you take you time to think about it, maybe you can explain why you are confused. The real reason I'm writing this is to explain to you how I feel about you. I felt a very close connection just before you came to Pärnu and while you were in Pärnu. Since then, though, the passion which I briefly experienced with you evaporated, bit by bit, through your actions and words. It's not that I don't like you or want to hear from you, it is just that I am sad that that passion died out. I don't know if I will ever experience that with you again, but I don't feel like it is something I would like to encourage any time soon, based on how you have acted with me. Although I do meet many girls, my ultimate aim is to find my dream girl without breaking too many hearts on the way. I don't think you are that dream girl for me, but I still do appreciate you as a good friend of mine. Nevertheless I'd like us to have a no-contact period for maybe a few weeks or so. I hope you understand.
I did not mean to hurt your feelings. I just got my feelings hurt by you the last few times when I wanted to see you in person but could not. I'm too fragile emotionally right now, after the break-up with Lilian, to get hurt emotionally. However if you feel you would like to explain to me in greater detail why you chose not to come to Pärnu when you had the opportunity, and why you chose not to see me now that I am in Tallinn, I'd be very interested in hearing your reasoning (i.e. what you were feeling exactly and what made you change your mind). You are still a very important person in my life, whatever happens.
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A player and a lover till the day I die.
For me to say that any female is a slut would be the most hypocritical thing I could possibly say.
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