Hey guys

I had oneitus for the longest time for this girl in my social group who i absolutely could not get over. 20 maybe even 30 girls went through my life but i still caught myself longing after this girl. What i did was totally back out of her life and alienate myself for a bit. I then slowly re introduced myself and sarged her over a three month period. Eventually at a party i got what i wanted and it slowly grew from there. We dated behind the scenes for about three months, trying to not allow for anyone else in our group to see. They eventually found out and disaproved. We were fine at first but a couple days ago she called it off. She told me she loved what we had behind closed doors but she just didnt find it worth it as she didnt have the spark in front of the others. I know i still have a chance with her, things just dont end like that. Im crazy over her and she is so close i cant let her slip away i worked to hard for it. I dont even know how to act right now because of how shocked i am. Is there anything you guys recomend i do to get her back again? as much as i am trying to be strong i just remembered the amount of work i put into this and i cant let it go to waste. Call me an afc, call me whatever but i need this girl back. Any routines, tips etc u guys could help me with?

thanks

jack

o and sorry if its in the wrong section i dont have enough posts to go anywhere else