Hi,

for the past six months I've had super deep feelings for this girl in my class. I think I am in love with her. Never told anyone how I feel for her. Not even my friends. I think she was quite into me aswell but I fucked it up with being a total AFC.... never got past the talking and eyecontact because I wasn't sure if she would like me or not... yes totally non PUA I know.
Our class went on a ski trip last week but I couldn't come along because of some personal things. Now I've heard stories about her kissing some dude there and I hoped it would not be true. But now it turns out she kissed my fucking best friend and the two of them are dating...

Now, I don't blame my friend at all. He won her over something that I failed in..
I don't blame her aswell because she has moved on she knew I didn't have the balls to actually ask her out.
Everytime I see them together it kills me inside and I just want to beat myself up for being an total AFC.
I know this girl is history for me. Even when they do breakup I can't date her because she would be his ex. Bro's before hoes anytime I know that.

We are in the same class so I see her almost 2-3 hours a day. I can't just ignore her?

I know .... 1-itis is a bitch

I just got over it and did it by going out a lot and realizing that the world is full of 9'z and 10'z ... and she won't be my last 9!

Since you see her every day it's going to be a little harder ...

Improve your game and go out there!

I don’t really agree with the bro before ho saying, it only counts with a ''ho''? Respect their relationship or whatever it is they got going on, stay in the friend zone without seeming desperate or something, work on your game in the meantime and when their dating has taken its natural way, you go for what you want! Clearly you have lots of feelings for her! But that’s only my opinion, I really hope things do work out

Blessing in disguise since you see her every day time to step up your game and having hder around is perfect motivation to try subtle changes each day without trying to impress her just put your best foot foward and learn.If you cant go out due to transport or funds get a bit of practice on the dating or chat sites it should give you a feeling of possible options.
I was stuck near a girl that declined me a few years back for about 2years and each day it gave me motivation to try learn and improve myself aswell as get over it, it was an advanced game and inner game course.
enjoy the journey.