I never though about it this way.. but PUA is more about improving your social skills and more importantly, HAVING FUN!
But when I went to this party a while ago, I noticed that I'm the only guy who is a PUA and the rest of my friends were practically..NORMAL? AND when I'm in a PUA mode (among my-friends), I've noticed it doesnt make a perfect fit, if you know what I mean.

I negged couple of times and got somewhat LESS THAN OKAY results..and I've tried out some other things and somewhat failed!
I felt like a douche-bag and an asshole among them and more importantly, I felt LOST ...

Ofcourse, I'm still in highschool (last year of highschool) and I'm not old enough to fuck girls (I've got morals) but what I want is to feel normal with them..and when I look towards the life of PUA and the 'normal' life.. I feel like ditching this PUA life..

I pictured PUA as having tonnes of girls on your shoulder , and getting 'pleasure' and yeah...you get that point! and having a normal life is somewhat more compelling than PUA cause at the end, YOU know that there will always be that SPECIAL GIRL that will always be by your side..and it will be worth all the hassle and trouble of impressing them instead of showing a fake side to your personality and manipulating them!
Sorry guys for all the negativity in this thread, I just feel rather lost from the party just now..
I thought PUA would give me a sense of purpose in life, a sense of hope, and gazillion tonnes of senses..'
I want to keep on doing this shit but I need some re-assurance.. I need to hear it from you guys..cause I have a feeling maybe PUA will be worth it..
Thanks,
RippleBast

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Game is the EXPRESSION OF YOUR INNER STATE, conveyed by the rhythms you use to direct the energy of the interaction.

damn, i'm going to hell. i lost my virginity at 14 ... to a highschool girl!

PUA means a different thing to everybody. Some people get into the Game to improve their social skills and confidence, some get into the Game just to fuck loads of girls, and others get into Game to look for "the one"

For me, I got into Game because I was classed as a social reject, I didn't go out and socialize with people because I suffered with Social Anxiety. Now, I find myself being able to make eye contact with complete strangers on the street, I find myself being able to go out and enjoy the company of friends, I find myself being able to talk to someone who I've never met before.

I wouldn't class myself as a PUA, far from it. From your post, it sounds like you may have been negging too soon or maybe your body language wasn't congruent with what you were saying. I wouldn't worry about it, just keep at it and you'll soon find what you're doing wrong, what works and what doesn't.

I started reading up on Game a couple of weeks before going to my first ever party, I'm 19 and my first ever House Party was a couple of months ago. At first, I was shy, didn't talk much, but when the party got going, I thought, fuck it. I just started talking to girls, ended up making out heavily with a HB8 and slept on the sofa with her. From that moment on my confidence sky-rocketed.

You'll get their my friend, just keep trying.

also, you talked about your friends not being pua-mentality and that you don't fit in with them when you try Pua. I felt the same thing when i started, then i tried to convince my friends to join my philophy but that just doesn't work.

So what i did was expand my friend circle, thus building 2 circles:
1.my original friends
2.my pua friends {not actual puas but naturals}

that way i dont have to bother my original friends with the PUa shit they dont want to hear, and i can go 100% pua and have people work with me with my pua friends.

try to meet more people and build a second circle of people who have game already.