realised something about AA

personally i realised its not so much anxiety but for some reason my brain wont let my body or mouth say the words, some kind of barrier.

i mean ive had AA but last night when i saw everything as just 'speaking to people', it came a lot easier, although i ended up with non-sarging friends and didnt sarge too much i wasnt too bothered about walking up to women.

note: yes i still get it and even when i do its all the same as before but i think i felt different. just a note from me about me changing/growing.

so now i know that in order to speak to people ive got to be moving and just stop at people because ten i HAVE to speak, and just break my brain barrier (which really is'nt AA)

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