im gonna say my 2nd question first cuz ur less likely to read it if its after that whole paragraph

chick is more experienced than me sexually..& Im worried that it'll be transparent im not experienced.. From any of your experiences is this typically a problem? is it uncommon to do really good with girls who've done it more than you?

I know its not actually a big deal, but my ego couldnt take a flop in this area...

ok, Heres my deal.

Before I became emotionally nonreactive, and i stopped investing in chicks.. there was a girl I friend zoned with.. BUT this was a very weird friend zone.. we kinda border lined between being like.. best friends.. and fucking each others brains out.. but it was like an honest friendship tho.. Like.. She was real congruent to my personality... and there was alotttttt of sexual tension.. every time we talked sex got brought up, and we almost had sex one time.. but well just say she got a lil tooooo invested at that point in a weird way & scared me away.. tho i wanted to.. it was just too much.. & soon she sensed my mutual Investment emotionally & kinda backed off... which in retrospect was actually a respectable thing to do, Cuz she could have just tried to use me, which she does do to people often.. shes a very alpha type female.. Real smart, real socially intelligent, etc.

so after a long ass hiatus, we talk on the phone.. i called her from a number she didnt recognize first thing she says when she finds out who it is, is "oh u sound sexy lol" she had to call me back cuz she has a new lesbian girl friend that she was on the phone with & w.e. so like 2 hrs later, I hear the phone ring.. dont answer cuz im a dick lol.. then in like 10 minutes it rings again.. I still dont answer lmfao.. she leaves a voicemail saying picccckkk upppppppp!!!! so i call her.. n like.. not 5 minutes into the convo were back on our favorite subject.. sex.. sooo she explains to me how her new GF is pretty much her "to and from" in other words.. she can make her cum without putting any millage on the pussy but shes really not invested in her at all... she disqualified the shit outta this chick lmao, like.. i even said at one point " damn your such a bitch" n we both started laughing..

She begins to tell me how her girl has a fantasy of watching her get fucked by a guy.. but she dont want to fuck anyone new cuz she dont want "another number" and she doesnt wanna fuck any guys shes fucked before cuz shes on bad terms with them (her ex's) So when she says that I start whistling as if I had something on my mind lol.. like.. its hard to explain, but I was suggesting myself with it.. she got it.. lol so she started laughing.. n she was like.. but I dont want another number.. I was like.. I'm not another number... She goes.. actually, yeah you wouldnt count like that (which i guess was qualifying me?)

anyways.. My issue is.. I'm pretty sure that now that im nonreactive and w.e. like.. I can fuck her brains out pretty much.. But.. I know if I'm not invested.. it wont be long till she is.. cuz its gonna reverse the roles and change the dynamic between us.. & I do like her enough to commit, except... I just got my game... lol.. i feel like i haven't had the opportunity to use it... all the meaningless sex i could be having? and conquests over bitches i would have just walked passed before?

I guess its too much to expect an answer for this question, but i just wanted to write it down to get it in a better perspective, i'll figure it out.. if not, hey.. fucking her anyway n seeing what happens cant hurt lol..

ok i didnt read your huge paragraph however i did read your 1st (2nd) question lol... im a little short on time ill read your paragraphs when i get back but ill answer your question now

FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT! if i were you i'd probably try find alot of bullshit information about the female anatomy and little shitty facts such as while you're having sex with a woman you place a candle at the bottom right hand corner of the bed and while having sex with her tell her to focus on the candle... the reason for this is because apparently by looking down and to the right you highten your emotions/feelings therefore the woman is more likely to orgasm... try read books that give off information like that so it seems that you have a vast knowledge of the female anatomy and how to get the best results... another example is that apparently every woman can squirt when they orgasm... ok now after you have sex with a woman she usually gets up and has a pee in the toilet right? or during sex she feels the urge to pee... what she doesnt realise is that that is the liquid the comes out when you have a squirter lol... you tell her that when she has that feeling again during sex to push as if she is peeing and she will squirt after a bit of practise... but she needs to relax... just fake it until you make it brother you'll be right