So I've been a pretty solid gamer for a while... But I got a huge case of one-itis.. went for a girl... Got needy.. got fucked.

Now after some rehab and reconfiguring and getting back to paying attention to my health and my eating habits.. I think I got the juice again.

I mean, I could just smell it on me: the aura, the wave, the power. And the weird thing is, I think 'they can smell it too'. I came back in full swing and you know what? I think I cam back stronger than I was before. Knowing completely just who I goddamn-well am.

The problem is, I forgot about the 'High' the buzz created off of successful game. I keep getting the 'high' and face full amounts of it. I mean the 'high' punches me so hard in the face that it makes me laugh... Literally.. Inside every successful hook or banter that I provide, gets my expected (or better) reaction and thus befuddling me into laughing (internally).

I think half of my model is natural game. I've always been a great conversationalist. And I'd say half of the other stuff is learned through PUAs. But I am just not good at getting caught off guard. If things are going too well it makes me laugh, because it's so funny how easily it just rolls off my tongue.

When I take-away I get excited and anxious.. Does anyone else have problems just simply keeping it cool?

And in the end.. should I consider it a problem or is this a 'high' only experienced by those who can execute as well as I can and is just a side-effect that should be cherished while I still am able to have it?

I assume that many PUAs that have been in the game for a while don't get this feeling anymore.