PUA has gotten me my ex gf and all the girls before and after but I cannot seem to get her out my head. im posting in this section because i wanted a quiker answer.

my GF and I broke two months ago almost two the day after going out for more than two years (it was a mutual break up but i started the conversation) we had grown apart but the love and attraction was still there. I immedietly found a rebound girl- that was going okay but i could not get my ex out of my head and the more i was with this girl the more i wanted my ex back, about a month after we broke up i tried to set up a lunch, and she said that she was not ready and that she didnt think i was ready either. three weekd after that I told her that i still had feelings for her and wanted her back, but still she refuses to see me, and says that are relationship will not work again. I have been unable to game my way out of this, being with other women just makes me want my ex and having sex with other women makes me feel like i have cheated on her. I think i have really hurt my chances of ever getting back together with her or ever actually seeing her by telling her how i feel. the reason she says she will not see me is baecause she wants to avoid a very emotional conversation ( which is bs she loves emmotional converstions), but i think it is becuase she still has feelings for me and knows something might happen if we see eachother. any advice on how to get over her or get her back would be great

I have picked up new hobbies, women, climed mountains, but at the end of the day i cant get her out of my head
yes- strong one itis