Yeah. So about 6 months ago, I decided to ignore everything that I had learnt from the game and get into a full time relationship with some chick. I ignored everything I knew about the female species and decided to have a "normal" relationship with a girl I had feelings for. And things were great for some months. I spewed my heart out to her, I called her twice or thrice a day., I bought her gifts and spent money on her everyday, I even dreamt of marrying her and having kids with her and I'm only 20 (I know some of you feel like throwing up as you read this...lol) and did all the things that I knew I shouldn't do.
Well, a few weeks ago she moved away to live with her aunt cause her mom is a controlling person and I was happy for her cause she was always bored like hell. I thought things would just be as they always were and we would be okay. After all she was just going to anew neighbourhood, right? WRONG!!!
Immediately she got there she became distant, she wouldn't pick up my calls and then she would give some flimsy excuses. Infact, one time her friend picked up and said that she wasn't there. Later she said that her friend had borrowed her phone to speak to her boyfriend cause her mom had confiscated hers...yeah right. There is even a time she sent me a text saying she wanted to break up and then later sent me another one saying that she was just joking...this coming from a girl who would get hurt if I didn't call to say goodnight........
Anywayz, to cut along story short., I ain't a fool and i have seen all the signs that this relationship ain't heading anywhere. So yesterday, I confronted her and asked her whether she wanted to break up or not. She said that she doesn't want to break up and that she still loves me but I don't believe her, We decided we will try and make and I ain't sticking around to find out whether she means it or not.....I have decided to get back in the game and meet other girls.....
There is just one problem. My approach anxiety is back with a fucking vengence. And I'm still in love with this chick. Should I just ignore her? Try and make it work? Try and make it work while dating other girls? I really need some pointers guys. I'm lost.