I know I'm going out on a limb here asking for this, but I think I've found a good reason to.

Simply put:


I would like to become a part of the PMZ, but not just for the sake of the PMZ.

Why is that?



I did a lot of soul searching. LOT of soul searching.

I knew the "game", but I didn't know myself. I knew the rules, but I didn't know myself. I knew the benefits and consequences, but I didn't know myself.


Nothing in this world works if you're not yourself. I had a habit of teaching what I did not understand. 95% of us have done so at one point in life.


...how could I teach if I didn't do? Sure, I now live in every moment and aim to maximize it, but then what? I get lazy, complacent, and I think I've won, when In reality, I never even began.



I think I fear something. I think it's success. I don't know what it is to succeed, and when it comes to doing what it takes to win...I never have the courage or discipline to reach that point.


A lot of it is influenced by those currently around me. I've attracted the attention of a wealthy business owner, an expert affiliate marketing sales master, and various Wall Street businessmen all telling me the same thing:

1)Work hard, always
2)Save your money. Save your assets. INVEST, do not SPEND.
3)Stay in the moment


...I think I went about learning PUA the wrong way. The way I've come to learn it is under how "I" THOUGHT it worked. (I ready Mystery Method and Magic Bullets. I just bought an old copy of "Juggler Method", and honestly, I think Juggler Method is the only PUA book anyone needs to TRULY succeed, or, at the very least, Juggler Method should be the "PUA 101" book, THEN outbranch to mystery method and the such).

The techniques work...when you have inner game covered 110%. My inner game, while not absent, is shaky; childhood trauma prevents me from fully embracing my being. It's as if I hate myself for my childhood, and that it was my fault others bullied me.




...so what does this have to do with my petition to enter the PMZ?


Doing this by myself is not working. I need the help of others to lift me up a bit. While I see the price tag of $39.97 for it, I simply do not have the $ in my budget to invest in that, as real life has tagged enough bills to lock me into paycheck bill drainage.

BUT, if I were to get a petition to join, I can invest in other ways. If I were to be admitted, and learn from the best in the field, I will repay the value price in 3 ways that will exceed $39.97 intrinsically:

1)I will do WHATEVER is said to me, 110%, fully faithful. It is the dumb person who takes advice from someone who knows their stuff, and does anything BUT what that person said. Sometimes, the truly intelligent humble themselves enough to do EVERYTHING the person they KNOW is an expert says, at the risk of the learner being perceived as a "puppet" or "blind fool". If you want to learn how to invest in stocks, do you go to a Banker, or a Mechanic? (Likewise, when you're learning about maintenance from a Mechanic, do you do what YOU THINK is right, or what the MECHANIC, who has years of study and experience ahead of you, tells you to do?)

2)I will use what is told to me to show Field Reports, and prove that the PMZ is worth it. I will do as I'm advised by those who prove they know what they're talking about, and generate results from that, and become someone who knows NOTHING about PUA, to someone who IS a PUA.

3)I will also help out others in ways that, at this moment, I claim to know my stuff on. Resilience, living in the present, lateral thinking, moral support, fortitude...anythng involving spiritual, mental, and physical endurance is something I was born knowing and understanding intrinsically, and I will do my best to incorporate what Rune was born with into whatever situation arises within.




Not that I don't find value in the standard forum threads and postings; I have received excellent advice from fellow users, and I too have felt that I've helped some of you as well, but from my own end in life, I seek something greater. I seek to be exposed to more, and learn more...so I can do more, and make more happen. The only way is entrance to the PMZ.


Please accept my petition. I give you my word...you will NOT regret it. I WILL bring definite high value if you accept my petition.

Thank you for listening.