So frustrated. So I met this girl, we made out in a coffee house, bit the hell out of her; it was fun. She's fundamentalist Christian and started out telling me that she loves sex, she's not a virgin, would like to have sex everyday. I'm on board with that. Few days later we meet, make out, more groping in public, yadda yadda. She calls me that night and we have a long discussion about what she likes sexually, who is going to do who, etc. She slips in there that she doesn't have sex without commitment first anymore. I like this girl, she's potential girlfriend material anyway; I can try doing shit a little out of order.

So I see her today and she finally comes totally clean, that she made a promise to God not to have premarital sex AT ALL. Obviously a deal breaker, I say there's pretty much nothing to discuss because I'm up for love, but not without sex. She's pretty conflicted and keeps pushing me for friendship, but I think she's better off just getting the hell away from me, because there's a lot of temptation and I'm not in the mood to deal with guilt and shame when/if she gives in. She's trying like hell to keep me in the picture (because she probably thinks I will fall in love with her and be magically able not to have sex until we're married). I like the idea of playing with her while I work other angles, but I should probably just totally cut her off entirely. Anyway, I'm mostly venting, she should've been honest up front instead of misleading me. Sympathy/commiserating appreciated. Oh, and does this sound like mental instability to anyone else?

She lied. Enough said.

Yeah, and I'm not a big fan of people that say the world is going to end because things are worse than ever. I mean, wouldn't you have had to actually LIVE through other time periods to make that judgment? Anyway, I told her we can hang out, but she assumes ALL responsibility if she ends up straying.

Oh my god. She called me today and told me she ended up thinking about me all day, despite her best efforts. She can talk on the phone for hours, so I was drawing while she went on and on and when she asked why I was being so quiet, I told her I was drawing, if she wants my attention we should talk in person. Anyway, she ended the call, but she was obviously disappointed. In the course of the call, I told her she was putting herself in a bad position and should have just agreed to cut things off entirely so she wouldn't have to deal with temptation.

Instead of doing that, she was really insistent on having me go to a function with her Thursday and tried bribing me by saying she'd owe me and I could touch her bare knee (oh thrill of thrills!) since she'd wear a dress. I said I'd go if nothing else came up in that time slot. I have never worked on a girl that was so susceptible to game. She's kind of clingy, though. Do you guys think it's totally unreasonable to push for sex (obviously in compliance with the law) so either she'll be totally put off and leave me alone or she'll admit to herself that's why she keeps hanging around and give in? She told me she's going to be wearing a dress next time I see her, and I'm considering just going for home during the inevitable make out session. I'm a big fan of easy access.

GET OUT OF THERE!

She's way too clingy, and if she doesn't want to have sex, then she's going to destroy herself between wanting you and wanting to hold on to her beliefs. And if you're there, you'll go down with her.

She's bad psychological material at the moment. Tread carefully.

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Yeah, this has been giving me a bad vibe from the start. I think I just wanted people to tell me to give it up. I'm going to LJBF her Thursday, no good will come of keeping her around until she falls in love with me.