Hey guys!

I'm in the army now and my whole life changed. To worse, unfortunately. Im there for two moths now and i feel like im loosing my previuous self. My best self. Outgoing and cool myself, friendly and open. I broke up with my girlfriend in the army and im not that handy with guns and most of the guys see me as AFC. And even when i go out for the weekend, i dont want to go out sarging. that hasnt happened in a while before the army. now i feel like a fucking number.

My problem is, and this have happened before, this polarity that i have. either im the coolest guy in the club and the whole world loves me, the birds are singing..., or im the biggest loser whose world have fallen apart. Even though i think i have strong belief system and values, i still have the problem of holding on to them in those dark moments.

I know its all in my head, its all in my mind, and even though i opened some sets in the streets yesturday and didnt have any problems with that, i just feel like something is missing. again. i felt like this before i discovered game and i know that ill get back in the state when this whole military thing is over. i still feel like im loosing time and there is some inner game tehnique or tacktics i could be working on while surving my county.

Any thoughts, tips?
thanks

It's gonna be cool man, the first couple of months in the army are always a bitch, and youre just depressed youre not loosing youre best self.

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Thanks man, you're probably right.

Why can no one say losing? I think you need to start rating yourself in these three areas. Academic, Social, Physical. Which ones are you excelling in? Get some books, and read. Stop depending on other men to validate you, because they never will.