Hey guys,

I am recently back in the game after a messy break up with my ex and tonight im going out with my housemate and all his lad mates from back home and to be quite honest im bloody nervous. I want to game tonight and pick up girls but the more worrying part is socialising with my housemates mates who are supposedly really mental and laddish and im more reserved and shy. This might sound pathetic but when your almost building yourself back up from been knocked down every little thing plays on your mind.

I'm just going to be myself, act cool and chilled (which i am) and just enjoy myself. I need to stop thinking about things so much. I'm so up for going out I am about to make an effort and make myself feel like i am the best. Not too sure why im posting this its more me letting my feelings out than asking for advice .