Hi everyone!I will be fast and i will try not to bore you

@Who am I

I'm 18 from Romania,i didn't get many girls,just the ones that where left over from others,i had about 5-6 girlfriends,(shortest realation 1 week,longest 3 months)but i can say i'm really unsatisfied.I'm slim,not to muscular,and average looking.I am quite shy but i can fake confidence,i'm not the worst pick up artist,but certainly below medium

@Why am i writing

I don't like girls younger than me,i always wanted an older woman,who know's what to do,i am insecure enough like this,don't need her insecurities as well.I came to this forum seeking some help,i want to learn the specifics of seducing older woman.But they all have had many boyfriends,many adventures...drama...How can i fit in?How do i have to act,what must i be so older woman(max 25-27)would like me?I'm still a virgin,that is a big disadvantage as well,but i don't want to get laid(not that i could)with anyone,i want a REAL woman for the first time,maybe that's strange,but that's my dream!I passed many occasions so that the first time wouldn't be with just some random girl who just "lays there' waiting me to do something,or with an "easy woman" who ads +1 to the list after we have sex.

Please help me,every information,from where to find,to how to act is good for me!

Thank you for your time!