OK, so I used to hang with an X gf of mine (I wrote about her before) and she was still very much attracted to me so I didn't saw her for a while and then I started to hang with her again, we went to this pub and she brought along a friend from her work. We had a few drinks and had fun and at some point I went home coz I was sleepy. Later on I found out that she kissed him, he's 18 and she's 22 in a way I was relieved because she wasn't attracted to me as much and I shouldn't feel bad about picking up women (which from an obscure reason I sometimes do).

BUT it still bugged me a bit...

..two days ago we talked a bit on the phone and then at some point she told me that she was horny, and we should get laid, I was cool with that and we decided ti meet up yesterday which we had to cancel, So we said we will meet after work today and hang a bit, go back to her place and watch a movie or something. Today I met her at midnight when she finished work, but that teenage guy was there too, apparently she thought we would go to a pub together (telling me nothing about it), we hang a bit and before we went to the pub said I'll head home coz I'm tiered and need to work tomorrow early (which is true, I though me and her are going to chill) and I went home, I did it calmly, didn't made a scene although that whole thing pissed me off.

I was with women after her, I don't want an LTR again I just truly enjoyed her company, didn't want sex, now because of my jpb I don't sarge as much and didn't got some for a while

It pisses me off that she will probably have sex with him, and I'm left home masturbating.

...I'm not going to play the "hey lets see 2 guys trying to win me over" game, and I'm not going to be a third wheel on someone else party, we decided on one thing and she changed the plans without letting me know, assuming I'll be cool about it.

I feel disappointed , I think I should "drop the case" I deserve quality women like I know I can get. Still I'm pissed off.

cheers

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"StreetLight!! Stop seeing every problem in life like it's a chick you didn't hit on!"

Man I hate losing too. It sure sucks!

What I do is I let the anger loose where it doesnt do any damage. Just to release the energy. And then i go back to square one. Just focus ahead, forget her and go for the next!

Thats one girl, they are not all like that. Well, maybe they are but not to you.

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I'm not trying to be a dick Ezo, but you're being a Pick Up Snob in my opinion.

bbardot: you just reminded me about porn