| I'm coming back to this site for more assistance. I have a pretty good feeling she's fucking with my head. Anyways, I use to attend this day SPAM center called Glenwood, which teaches individual with coping skills and such. There was this female therapist named Lacey, which I use to like. She's not my therapist - but since someone I liked I would talk with her privately in the therapy rooms. I didn't mentioned that I liked her but she knew - well, I did tell her I fantasize about her going down on me and she politely smiled.Later that day, she was eating something and saw me glancing and started sucking her finger of whatever was on her finger. Which probably means nothing. I started to get insecure and things went bonkers. I got pissed because I thought she was doing something with her client, and went into kinda of a rage. Long story short, she called the cops and I ended up in the hospital after busting down the door on her and her client. How it all started was that I saw her head bobbing which initialed the rage then I went to the window and saw her looking at me smiling through the crack of the window blind and door putting lip gloss on. Boom, then I exploded. Not the best move but anyways - I got back and had try to make amends. Things have slowly got better, then I started thinking she liked her client more than me which she probably knew because she could tell I was starting to get pissed. I remember telling Ben (her client) "Fine you can have the fucking bitch because I don't want her!". He probably told that to her or some shit, because he was in her office then he left and she walked out of her office telling him "hey" then stared at me when I shook my head then started talking to her co-worker named Erin. While talking she started dancing. Which doesn't make sense at all. In the back of my mind is telling me she's fucking with my head trying to piss me off. So, I've been away from the bitch for about a month now because I'm at a different day program and doing better. I can't stop feeling the urge to hate her. I know Mystery says fuck 1,000 women and you'll be fine. I've been talking to a couple of girls and trying to get rid of her. Problem is that I'll have to go back to Glenwood later down the road and I really don't want to because of her. I don't want myself to get fucked and ruin all the progress I've been making.
Also, a long time ago I was just bored and wrote on the picnic table that Lacey sucks big cock. Boredom get's the best of me. So, in community meeting the next day I was sitting by the side of her and she was licking her nail really fast. You know how women lick the top of the dick really fast. That's what I'm talking about. I'm guessing she's fucking with my head or some shit. What do you guys think?
Oh another side notes, while making amends, she'll be nice one minute then pissy the next. Also, one time I called her a slut and shit like that, in class I was sitting by Ben and was feeling down. She started stretching and showing her tits which Ben was goo goo eyed and I just shook my head and looked down, I looked up and she crossed her arms and her facial expression wasn't so pleasent. Also, she would look down then glance at me then put her eyes in front of her eyes. A Indicator of Disinterest. Also, before I left day SPAM she's became really testy with me and so was I. I brought up something and she would be all bitchy about it then I snapped back.
As you can guys see - I have a low tolerance or low threshold to rejection. Which I know I have to work on. I want this bitch out of my head but I keep on thinking about her no matter how many girls I talk with. The two girls I'm talking with are great and could be potential gf's but --- yeah, maybe down the road before I go back to Glenwood she'll be out of my head. Hopefully! Now let me know what the hell is going on? I'm in a state of confusion and miserable. Onetitus, yeah! Thanks for the support people! _________________ "Women Love What They Can't Have!"
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