Right now im 17 years old.. And ive realized now, that ive missed out much and i havent really lived the fun life i always wanted to live. I started reading lots of PUA maybe 6 months ago and it has really changed my life and i love it. I hadnt kissed a girl before i started. But still im not making the best out of it, i feel like i can be much more social and see much more girls. I still dont have things to do during the days. When im home thinking bout random stuff i feel a very strong drive to go out and talk to people i dont know. But when i come out to the real world in school or whatever its just another world and i feel much different which makes me less talkative. Need help!!!

And another thing.. when im in class and i have a little piece of text to read in front of the class i get fucking nervousa as hell. but i dont know why really. And I dont know why but my voice gets really strange, it sounds like im going to cry or something.

sounds like your just shy man, try joining after school activities youll be surprised how it opens you up, also put yourself in social situations. take up hobbies and do it with your friends. there is tons of things you could do, you shouldnt feel weird about the talking in class, your just nervous its all about being comfortable with yourself and being more social will help.