Okay here's my story.
There's this girl who I've known since grade 3 ( My one-itis), long story short there was a lot of attraction between us but we never talked, she moved in grade 7 and in first year of HS we got together. Being the AFC I was, or am; I was being way too needy and trying way too hard to impress. Eventually she lost attraction. That's when I went into depression. I went googling and came across came across David.D's stuff. Although I didn't stick with it I only stuck with it till I got over her (Very grateful to him though, great man). Recently (2 years since grade eight) she's managed to get me hooked again

. I guess it doesn't help having her brother as one of my best buds since elementary, huh? :\
Anyways to the point, her birthday is coming up and I'm invited as every year. I figure I'll give it one last shot from now to 2010 (almost 2 months) What should I do from here?