i recently have discovered something intrestresting about having too much alone time with pamela hand-erson. although i have no factuall evidence for this yet i have been experimenting and it seems the more i masturbate the more fear of the approach i have, i had stopped masturbating for 3 days in which i had my first week of college where i wasent afraid to speak in public, loudly even saying the most silly things and i was perfectly comfortable approaching strangers on the street to ask them anything. but now as i move on through my second week i have began to daily and it has had a huge impact one i cannot really belive. if you can imagine the gut feeling inside your stomache when you approach and put a scale on it of how comfortable you are i went from 9 down to 3. im not saying there wernet rare moments when i felt confidence but overall it was greatly reduced.

i was shocked by these results and im wondering if it was due to other factors so i am going to stop for a week again feel what diffrence it makes then start again for a week. however this may just be psycological thing and nothing to do with chemicals or suchlike in my body. however i do encourage people to experiment with this. i have been wondering about it for quite some time now and the effects it has on behavior, if any.

hope you enjoyed the read,
olie

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I'm getting kind of tired seeing 'masturbation' threads.

placebo effect+confirmation bias.

You stop/start doing something, then you proceed by specifically looking for things that confirm your expectations.


That's my take on it.