| Guys, I am slipping slowly back into a vicious circle of negative self-belief..
I want to know how you guys do it, if you do actually do it.. how do you, and other people people stay on form, happy and confident in their own skin all the time? I am always so inconsistent in life, some days I wake up and feel energetic, social and really confident, talk to people alot and don't care what others think of me and everyone wants to be friends with me, and some days I wake up feeling like shit and convey it to everyone, hate my friends and can't be comfortable in my surroundings or with who I am as a person, but I just can't figure out why, maybe I'm worrying too much..
I used to be a very happy person but through getting pretty bad skin issues about a year ago and being too cripplingly shy to approach women until recently, I have started to slip.
You know that feeling when your on a roll? You feel really attractive, comfortable and dominant, like nothing in the world can touch you and even if someone says something harsh about you you don't even acknowledge it because your so happy in yourself and know their the ones that are insecure? I want that feeling all the time, and whenever I get it, I try to clutch on to it so damn hard that when it slips away I feel like I will never have it again and I feel down afterwards..
I want to learn to be less conscious of my self and stop over analysing situations and stop thinking so hard about what I say.. but it seems so damn hard. Am I alone in this or does anyone feel the same way?
Sorry about the 'wall of text' - thanks for any answers, if I get any.
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