I feel AFC for posting this but I'm curious what people think.
I went out with a girl it was good, i don't doubt it, i did not k-close though i should have. I was leaving the next day and am not leaving for australia and will not see said chick for 8 months.
I wanted to go further with her she lives 4.5 hours away now while we are home for break from school.
She made me feel AFC or I WAS AFC and then froze her out and it worked wonders. We got back into it, all through fb chat and texting though. When i drink i'm off my game though first time i skrew up i was drinking and she shit tests and i fail same last night. I tell her i'd have visited her if i knew a friend was going to a city near her to visit her the previous weekend if i was not busy. She never texted back after that, posssible she fell asleep and no doubt that's the excuse she'll use but i don't buy it. MAYBE my she did not get the text but she got like 20 before that immeditly texting back. although people and myself have recieved texted much later than sent.
Anyway, actual texts for your analysis:
set up: she says i'm a pain in her ass. i say she must likes things in her ass (i had been drinking) she freezes out. i finally text randomly telling her to entertain me. she responds she does not like ANYTHING in her ass making it known it was a freeze out. I joke about it being funny or blah blah blha...okay maybe no good excuse...you look pretty today. (didn't see her obviously). she says how would i nkow i didn't see her. i say "you are always pretty...forgive me?" (i think okay b/c its pull and clear i'm just sucking up cause of the "liking it in the ass" comment.) and now actual txt's
hb7/8: haha u didnt see me 2day how would u know
failur: ur always pretty! forgive me?
hb7/8: haha of course and thank u but u dont know that. not when i first get up in the morning.
failur: oh really? huh. i look good always. always.
hb7/8:ya ya ya jesus and james bond. i know. sigh.
failur: U said it not me!
hb7/8: U were thinking it! ur too easy to read. no spontaniousness
failur: Pa-lease. u did not expect a certain comment i will not bring up again. i think u just want me to show up at ur door nd nothing else will be spontaneous enough.
hb7/8: haha not true! but itd be a nice suprise.
failur: my buddy just told me today that he was in cleveland over the weekend nd i said u lived there. he said hed have taken me if he knew nd i wanted to go.
hb7/8: Seriously?! or are u fibbin? and what does this buddy know about me?
failur: seriously! he knows some things
wut do ur friends know? huh?
hb7/8: Ah man! im bummed now. im still in nj but that would have been nice. haha u shotty that u tell me first then ill tell u. go!
failur: He knows if i knew nd wasnt busy id have visted. nd that i brought it up in the first plae im sure told him something.. ur turn!
(nothing for 15 to 20 mins)
failur: i see how it is. im just a piece of meat for u to use for my sexy body! always taking advantage of my drunkeness.. shame..
More explination: obv. much of conv. is inside jokes. even the what do your friends know thing was from a previous conv. she mentioned she told her friend that she was bummed i was leaving for australia. basically the whole, we like eachother, what did we tell the friends about eachother.
I also figure i have nothing to lose. so i sort of was attempting to bring up the show up on her front steps to see how she reacted. I wouldn't, but she can come here! I had mostly just been drinking though. It was about 2am when i sent the last text. It is possible she passed out inbetween texts but she was about to get dirt per-say and said she'd tell me after i told her.. so now i'm in permenant freeze out mode until she contacts and IOI's me. basically she will have to beg to make up for this freeze out after my AFC moment.
Well, here's to learning! cheers!
-failur
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