Eddie,

from your previous posts, there are 2 things that i keep remembering and i keep struggling with.

you said you need to be delusional like an anorexic and believe everybody (only women or everybody?) is trying to have sex with you. I know you didn't use the word delusional but that's what I gathered from your post.
you also said you get surprised when you walk on the streets and nobody pays you for blinking.

how can I achieve that crazy level of confidence? I keep repeating the words in my head but I dont really believe it. I still feel worthless on the inside.

Whats up Bart,

You've grown man. Just in your overall mentality. Its clear, and it just sounds like you're going through a tough time right now. But i do want you to be aware that I notice that you value yourself more now than you did a month or so ago. You were a lot more selfish then, you're giving now. I think thats dope!

To the post:

Ha!

You become psycho man. You remember Johnny Bravo? The real life Johnny Bravo would get tons of chicks. He was confident as fuck, full of himself and fearless about approaching women. The cartoon was destroying the image of the confident guy. The nerdy insecure villain would get all the girls. The cartoon told little kids that being confident, and approaching will get you slapped. You watch that show by any chance? I'm willing to best it was written by one of the high school geeks who was constantly friend zoned; the guy that saw the cocky assholes with the chicks. It was his revenge.

Now, anything you begin repeating thats far outside of yourself will be hard to believe at first. Its like repeating " I am a trillionaire" to yourself over and over. It will be harder and harder to believe the further you are away from it. This is where consistency and repetition comes into play. You're like the weak guy that just started lifting weights wondering when he's going to see some cuts when he looks in the mirror. Its only just begun man. Stay focused and hone in on it. This is not something that takes 3 weeks.. It could take up to 3 years. Any level of mastery of self is going to take time. There are days when i'm not feeling my most confident, but I shrug that shit off and lift my head up. You ever feel extremely confident in one outfit and then you put that same outfit on weeks later and don't feel the same? Its all inside. Its your reoccurring thoughts. Focus man. Repeat repeat repeat. Its tough to see a plant grow when you're watching it. You'll grow. Every thought is a scattered seed, some will fall on concrete, others will fall on dirt. With repetition they'll get watered and eventually grow. You have to have faith and you have the repeat repeat repeat. You're desire for it will reflect the speed at which it gets to you.

And if you masturbate.. STOP. I can't say that enough.

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Thanks man,

I dont know who johnny bravo is. so pretty much, that paragraph about johnny bravo, I have no idea what you're talking about. see, that's the thing, I am a boring guy. I dont watch tv, I dont go to the movies, I know nothing about current events. someone asked me on Friday "are you going to watch the fight?" I said "what fight?" that's how out of touch I am with current events. Someone told me I need to start paying attention to these things to be interesting, but I dont know, it's like "who cares if mayweather won or lost? that wont make an ounce of difference in my life"

yeah, sometimes I feel very confident in an outfit today and not so much a week later.

so how do I become a psycho? I just keep repeating the same phrase over and over in my head? seems a little ridiculous. If a cancer patient keeps saying "I dont have cancer. I dont have cancer" that doesn't cure them.

It seems a little PSYCHO.

Now isn't that the point?

Cancer is a physical disease, so it would take PHYSICAL remedy.

Your lack of confidence is a mental disease, and it will take a MENTAL remedy. But even then, how the fuck would you know? You have cancer? Have you tried it? Your pessimism is your biggest enemy.

And you don't have to repeat the same phrase, you mix it up. Pick 10 different phrases and repeat em.

And so what the hell do you do? Play world of war craft? You have to do something. You don't just sit in a dark room all day long.

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