I love her so much. I will try to make this short. I met her back in 2012 we dated for about a year. After that i broke up with her and we decided to become friends with benefits. Everything was ok for a while, but then i told her i want us back together so we did. But then i was an extreme jerk and broke up with her in the middle of the sex because she didint want anal. After that we went back to just fucking. She changed so much.now she's dating all these guys, fucking and sucking them. Shes getting drunk everyday. She used to be a very good girl. Anyway i find about all these dating with these hot shots(20+years and big, were only 17) and i get upsad so i went on the street and get a collage girl phone number and after going out for 2 weeks she calls me and we have sex. But the sex sucked as she was a 6.5 and i was thinking about my ex. Then in august my ex decides to give our relationship another chanse, but then she changes her mind but she said we can still have sex if i want. So i accept, she comes over, we have sex, she goes to the bathroom and leaves her phone in the room,i check her conversations out and i see a list of males, i click the first one and they were talking about sex and naughty shit. I get so devastate, i shout at her that i never want to see her again. We havent talk since. It was my mistake. We were fuck buddies. I overreacted. Shes only 17 but she had like 7 sex parteners is that normal? Can i still get her back?if it metters, she lost her virginity to me and we had a great relationship.

Listen, coming as a guy who found this forum originally when I was broken and sad several years ago - it's really better to just move on.

Cut her out. Don't talk to her. Don't think about her. Delete her off of Facebook if you have to.

Can you get her back? Sure, but the question is - why would you want to? The relationship had problems, and it just sounds like you're feeling like you can NEVER DO BETTER. Getting butthurt when a girl is fucking other guys is a huge no-no - it comes off as weak and insecure.

Why are you putting so much effort into this one girl? You can do at least as good as her, and my guess is that you can do a lot better if you really put some effort into it. Game is not that hard.

There are a lot of women to date in the world. There is not one single special person for anyone.

What you're feeling right now is called, "oneitis" around here. And it's something you have to work to kill.

^this.

I'm 18 and I know what you are feeling. I had that already in the past. Wanna know how I dealt wth it? I didn't delete her number or facebook. No, but I didn't call her again or tried to re-initiate something I knew it wouldn't work in the long term. No, what I did was finding after a really short time a girl who was better than her in so many ways. Do the same, you'll not regret it.
(And don't be a jerk if she doesn't want to do anal. She probably just need a bit more trust)

Thank you guys so much, this really motivates me to move on.

Not even worth salvaging my dude.

Have girls that are actually good to you and WANT to be with you... not girls who are gonna play games.

Yup move on. Read my post. Pick yourself up and suddenly you find yourself in a better relationship. With someone better